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[puppycat]

I think I'm gonna go to bed - I'm tired now. So thirsty 9, how are you besides cramping?

 

[9babiesgone]

Pretty good. Cold is finally lessening

 

[justwaiting]

Wow that was a marathon to try catch up on.

Good luck to all of the girls having scans tomorrow.

9- I hope your cramping isn't too bad, if it is more than one you'll have a little more stretching to do than the rest of us!

Davis - Great scan pic I'm so glad everything went well.

afm - Feeling like crap today, nausea's almost constantly, I never wake up feeling pregnant tho which sucks, it takes a bit for the nausea to kick in, the boobs take even longer, so frusterating. I woke up this morning with absolutely no optimism, hopefully my hcg is good today by my calculations it should be over 30,000 here's hoping. Wish I could have an ultrasound every second day just to calm my fears. It's so great to hear everyone is feeling the same on and off though. One day at a time right!

 

[heart tree]

Just, I never wake up feeling pregnant either. Maybe a twinge in my boobs but no nausea. I usually only get nausea after I've eaten something. I didn't have it at all yesterday, but today I do. I'll eat, then about 15 minutes later my stomach feels like crap. My hcg was 11574 last Tuesday. I'm probably over 100,000 now if they still continued to double. I'm not sure I could handle the stress of a scan every other day. Not that they are giving me that option! If I make it to the second tri, I'm going to invest in a doppler.

Sorry you are feeling yuks today, but it's a good sign for sure!

 

[HappyAuntie]

There is a woman on this site who recently got her first bfp after trying for a while. She set up a pregnancy journal and even bought some baby stuff. She wasn't even 5 weeks and her levels weren't rising properly. I was following her and was admiring her innocence. Sadly, she lost the pregnancy. It's amazing how jaded we have to become in order to survive.

One thing I really hate that RMC has done to me is how every time I see something like this happen on here, my first thought is "I told you so." It's a terrible thing to think and I hate that I do! It's like some part of me wants everyone else to be as cynical about a BFP as I am. I hate it. HATE it. (And I would never dare admit to it outside of an RMC thread, either. Everyone but us would think I'm an absolute b*tch for it.)

Ladies, someone save me! I am beyond constipated - sorry foe the TMI. Anyone else? Any ideas how to cure? I have become miserable in last hour. I am drinking tons of water too. WTH?

Miralax works like a charm. Everything else immediately takes me to the other extreme (!), but not Miralax. You could also try Metamucil.

 

[heart tree]

Oh HA, I totally agree. When I read this persons journal and saw she bought baby stuff, I was shocked. I wanted to say NO! Don't do that! BFP does not = baby!!! But I didn't. It's not my place to take someone else's joy away just because mine was. But I hear you. I also want to say I told you so. No, we aren't bitches. We're just wounded by a harsh reality.

 

[9babiesgone]

I really wanted to buy baby stuff but I am too jaded to even think of it before 15 weeks.

 

[Neversaynever]

I totally agree with you HA and Heart...I'm such a cynical bitch from all this and I must admit it HAS turned me in to a bitter and twisted bitch

The only thing I have bought was a T-shirt (well three) in Vegas when I was 10 weeks along with Furry as I was trying to be positive about the pregnancy...won't be doing that again in a hurry

Morning all..heart and Embo...good luck at your scans today, we are all there with you

XxX

 

[daviess3]

Embo titi heart fxd an good luck today ladies pls keep us all updated!! We are all coming with u to ur scans!
Heart I haven't put a ticker up coz it makes me nervous! I no I should but Im scared to tempt fate! But I should now I seen my healthy beans hb!! Oh I hope this is it!

Feel bit icky this morning not quite sick but bit yuck! X

 

[filipenko32]

I feel hungover this morning and definitely had nothing to drink! Wonder if those grapes I had fermented!!

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

I didnt buy anything untill 17 weeks and even then i wa shaking like a leaf when i brought it... then nothing untill 20 weeks then i went mad! lol

How are all you lovely ladies today?
xxx

 

[daviess3]

Good tracie u? I'm sleepy today! Your going to have a fab Xmas pressie?! Xx

 

[justwaiting]

I never bought anything in my previous pregnancies for the babies just some comfy maternity dresses and a pair of maternity work pants. This time I wanted to start off a little differently and boughrt a pink blanket to go with the frer for my husband, the blanket is a joke as my psychic aunty saw my husband holding a baby in a pink blanket!!! But thats it no other things for me or baby until atleast 12wks when i will buy something as a celebration!!!

good luck for all the scans today can't wait to here the news

 

[filipenko32]

Omg I got a 2-3 on my clear blue digi already and only 17dpo!!! And my frer line was as dark as could be!!! I never had a frer line so dark until seven weeks before! I'm so happy!

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

Im feeling like a hippo today lol.. very sore and huge! worth every second, just hard not being able 2 move very far or do much! lol

 

[daviess3]

Yay fili congrats I did my digi at 20dpo an got 2-3 so urs is fab! So exciting!
Tracie mayb she's comin! Make the most of relaxing chick! X
Justwaiting I have only ever brought maternity clothes as there more comfy to wear! No baby stuff for me either! 12 weeks I would buy something to celebrate x

 

[filipenko32]

I can't believe it I'm in shock! If this pregnancy is a keeper I will walk round like this for the next seven months

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i very much doubt it, shes been threatening for weeks to come and never does. she is a diva lol

 

[daviess3]

I think girls are though!!! Me an my Sis were 2 weeks late! Xmas eve b a good birthday coz everyone's always celebrating!
Fili I had that on frer to where test line was darker than control line! I love it! So hope our babies are keepers!!
Waiting for embo scan? Think she's having it in 20mins!! Exciting!! X

 

[daviess3]

Im here embo xx