:wave: Hello girls, sorry I've been a bit MIA recently - really struggling with the sickness and nausea. I'm trying so hard not to moan because I am so happy that I am pregnant again and I dont care how sick I get but its hard when you feel like throwing up 24/7. My throat is so raw and my stomach hurts so bad from throwing up constantly. I'm going to have to go back to the doctor on Monday and I'm scared she will want to admit me to be put on a drip... I was threatened with it last time but managed not to go because I started to manage water. I'm trying so hard but everything that hits my stomach comes back! Sorry for TMI ladies!
I'd love to be one of those people who is excited about scans, I'd also like to be one of those people whose biggest worries is how many dress sizes they will go up in pregnancy.
Sorry for self pity moment but made the foolish mistake of reading some posts in 1st tri today and it just annoyed the hell out of me that people seem to be so naive and assume that because they are pregnant they are going to get a baby. I am just jealous I guess that I want to feel like that!
I hate my body today!
I have dipped in and out of first tri a few days ago and ended up feeling very frustrated. I wanted to scream at so many of them for the whole - I'm pregnant = baby thing. Maybe thats wrong of me but its how I feel

I cant imagine bringing my baby home, right now I'm pregnant and I am so thankful but I just cant imagine the future like I did with my first pregnancy...
Oh and Raz the whole early scan thing annoyed me too! I seen some in the first tri saying they were going to PRETEND to have pains and bleeding just so they could get an early scan. Dont they realise there are people who really need those scans? I was supposed to get a 6 week scan at the EPU but the earliest they could get me in is 7+3 because they are so busy!
Mommy_K I am so there with you. I would be 35 weeks now... my colleague in work is 31 weeks and is huge, she is also having a little girl. My little girl was very much planned and very much wanted - her pregnancy was a bit of a honey trap, she used a one night stand to get pregnant on purpose hoping that the father would then want a relationship with her. She cant afford to live without a child let alone buy things for her baby - she is relying on other people to buy everything she needs and I want to scream at her everytime I see her because I just dont think she realises how lucky she is
Mummystobe - how are you today

Been thinking about you xxx
Hope everyone else is well

2 more sleeps till my scan... so scared its not even funny!