Just wanted to jump in and add I love Jason Mraz tooone of his songs is going to be our wedding song.
Just wanted to jump in and add I love Jason Mraz too
We used Train's Marry Me for our processional. Our first dance was You Grew on Me by Tim Minchin XD DH put it in there as a surprise lol
Hey ladies!!!
To all of you feeling down. We all know how that goes. We will all get our babies, some day. I just know it
AFM, 13dpo today! AF should be here tomorrow! Woot woot!!!!! Onto a new cycle!!!
And as for my husband, his MRI came back clear. No tuberculosis in his spine. Now his original doctor is truly being a bitch and acting like he is making the whole thing up. I want to slap her. she recommended prozac to fix everything. Like, are you freaking kidding me?!?!?!?
oh hun i'm sorry. Hey ladies!!!
AFM, 13dpo today! AF should be here tomorrow! Woot woot!!!!! Onto a new cycle!!!
And as for my husband, his MRI came back clear. No tuberculosis in his spine. Now his original doctor is truly being a bitch and acting like he is making the whole thing up. I want to slap her. she recommended prozac to fix everything. Like, are you freaking kidding me?!?!?!?
Itthy, have you taken vit b complex? They gave me an extra day on my LP.
Firsttime, I'm with you. I just want to be 'normal' again - whatever that means. I don't want to feel so sad, or like I'm broken, or that people are feeling sad for me, or manic about did we or didn't we have enough sex, or did I stand up too soon afterwards, I don't want to be left behind anymore, and left out anymore. I want to move forward instead of being on a treadmill, and even when we make plans to do something - go on vacation, go to concert, buy a new car, change jobs, etc - in the back of my mind my life is still on pause, waiting for that little baby.
Um, wow, that ended up being longer and more pouring out than I expected. Yikes, time for a beer
Aww the iPod thing is so cute
and that's one of my favorite Jason songs for sureI love jack Johnson too! Angel was the song that I knew I would use for my procession even before we were engaged lol. It's my favorite song of his.
I Won't Give Up is going to be our wedding song as well
I thought about using the Vitamin String Quartet version of his song Lucky for the processional but haven't completely decided.
Thanks for asking. Everything else is "ugh" to be honest haha. Still haven't told our parents/public that we're expecting. I'm just dreading it but don't know how much longer I can put it off. OH started working again after being unemployed since December (he works with me now, just different hours.) It's a blessing for the financial reasons but sucks because we have 1 car and sometimes our hours overlap. For example, I just got home from work tonight at 11pm, have to wake up to drive him in at 3:45am, come home and fall back asleep so I can wake up for work at 7am myself. Add that to pregnancy exhaustion and I'm just spent.
Plus living with my parents is a total nightmare. I envy anyone who can make it work living with theirs. Because my 7 year old lived with them until she came to stay with me 2 months ago, having her living here with them again, everything is back to the old way - them spoiling her, not enforcing things like bedtime, no snacks before dinner, etc. They make us look like awful mean parents when we make her stay at the dinner table until her plate is empty because my Mom decided to let her have 2 huge slices of banana bread right before dinner. My Mom is constantly complaining about 1 of our cats because apparently her 2 cats are terrified of it (even though she swore they'd put our cat in her place from the get-go) and won't leave her room now and her dog won't stop chasing our cat all over the house. Her dog is her "son" and he can do no wrong so when he chases our cat and makes a ton of noise (he's a huge 150+lbs Mastiff), it's my cats fault for antagonizing him even though she was just laying on the floor, not moving. But because I said the cat used to be obnoxious when we first got her, she's taking that as an excuse to blame my cat for her animals' behaviors and that her animals are perfect. I'm just so over it all.
I'm actually looking into going back to school even though I really can't afford it because I need to do something more than 40 hours a week at Target making barely over min wage, not qualifying for full-time benefits (even though I almost always work 40 hours.) I can't get student loans because I defaulted on a few that I haven't repaid yet but someone said I should still qualify for grants, so I filled out a FAFSA tonight & we shall see what happens. I'm not getting my hopes up but I desperately need out of Target. I need to make more than $8.95/hour after being there as long as I have. I'd like to qualify for maternity leave at almost 30-years old and not be living at my parent's house to boot. I just feel stuck between a rock and a giant hard place and am not quite sure which way to go.
I know we'll be okay regardless. There's plenty we can do/sacrifice to stay afloat and provide for our kids. They definitely won't go without but I just wish circumstances were a little easier or I had a better plan/opportunity right now.
And really... ignore my rant. I've just had a crappy long day at work after a crappy long morning home with my mother.
. Sorry to hear things aren't going well at your moms. I know how you feel. When I first moved back to my home town I was living with my grandma. She had 2 annoying misbehaving chihuahuas. My dog had been trained to stay out of the kitchen and on her bed while people were cooking and eating but my grandmas dogs would be jumping up and down behind you. So eventually my dog started taking food off the counter because she could reach it and my grandma was complaining cuz her dogs didn't do that. So I told her it was her dogs fault for teaching my dog bad habits because she was perfectly trained prior to our living there. But there was apparently nothing wrong with her chihuahuas running around on the coffee table while you had your food sitting there....
everyone well I said I will keep u posted on my outcome n I'm doin the
miSC and I'm at the er as I'm writing this they told me im pregnant I'm gettin prep for ultrasound to make sure its not a tubal pregnancy
AF is STILL hanging out. I don't think she is ever going to leave. Can't get pregnant when you're still bleeding.. Ugh!
I must be the odd one out; we had country music at our wedding. That's pretty much what we listen to.
Yay, it's finally the weekend! I survived my first week back to work. Nothing has changed. I still get those pitying looks sometimes, but I suppose that's because people don't know what to say. Some ask questions. I welcome it. It feels better to talk about him than to get those damn looks! I'm glad I work with a great bunch of people for the most part. We have a busy weekend planned getting ready for our trip next week, and I'm working tomorrow for awhile. Ahhh the joys of being an adult!
