Thanks Sarah, its hard not to compare but I know I shouldn't, dh was right I think this morning, he said only time will tell and if its meant to be it will be if not then its not and worrying won't change a thing, he's far more practical than me! Tbh I've been more reserved this time, just so many disappointments so I will just wait and see. I agree those ICS are no good really, when I had a squinter on Friday on the Asda strips the ICS were stark white! I used the Superdrug early tests last month but we've spent that much money on tests just for it all to end, I've never done frer would you believe though lol. I know I was shocked at my doctor but he said its not infertility as I was getting pregnant (obviously) that I had both genders so its not gender related and I had Brooklyn in 2013 so I'm not going to have developed fertility problems in that short time and my blood tests were clear for disorders before him so in his opinion its just age related egg quality and we have to keep trying, that's it! Xx