Pretty sure I am at CD1 and need a buddy :(

[Ali33]

Yeah I know... You're still kinda early though.. Hopefully you have a bfp tonight.
I wish it was Friday! I soo need the weekend already!

 

[havestar]

Ugh, there's this giant Anne Klein ad that keeps appearing over the thread navigation links. It's driving me nuts! I know I can scroll to the bottom, but it's so inconvenient. I set my bookmark for this thread to like page 15 so I always have to hit 'Last'. LOL

I tried taking a pic of this stupid test.. but it's so hard to see. I can clearly see it cuz I'm a crazy person, obviously. LOL

 

[Ali33]

Lol no you aren't! What kind of test is it? I am excited for you to test again!

 

[havestar]

It was a Dollar Tree test. The line is kinda pink/purpleish.. but it's sooo fucking faint. I think the earliest I've ever tested positive is 13DPO, so I know I'm pushing it.

 

[Ali33]

that's the one I had a faint on too Is it the new choice or the assured one? One I used was assured.. It didn't assure me!!! lol

 

[havestar]

It was New Choice. Man, it sucks. I mean I guess I should just ignore it and trust the FRER but it's so hard!

 

[Stake]

ahh nicole!!! did you test on an FRER today too??? faint lines are exciting!

 

[Ali33]

oh ok new choice are supposed to be the good ones.. I am excited for you!!!

 

[havestar]

Well the FRER was negative, w/ FMU. I'm going to take another one tonight when my husband leaves to get the kiddo. After that, I'm out of tests till Saturday!

 

[havestar]

Ok, took the FRER. I swear, I sound totally crazy, but I can see the most faint line ever. I have to hold it at a certain angle, and there's no way I could take a pic b/c it's so light. UGH! So annoying. LOL

TBH I think I'm just seeing things. I guess I'll go get some tests tomorrow cuz I doubt I can wait until the weekend.

 

[Stake]

yayy! that's awesome let us know! I'm obv stalking u guys,lol

 

[havestar]

Well I took another $tree this morning. Looked like a BFN. I swear I see a line as the pink is clearing, then nothing. I dug up my FRER from yesterday afternoon and I can still see a line LOL. I thought maybe the next day my eyes would be refreshed and it wouldn't be there, but it is. Wondering if it's an evap. It's so fucking light I'm having a hard time editing the photos to even show it.

Either way, I'd think that if it really was positive, it's not viable since they're not getting darker.

Here's a link to the pic.. don't strain your eyes trying to find it! LOL
https://desmond.imageshack.us/Himg39/scaled.php?server=39&filename=testsyj.png&res=landing

 

[havestar]

Took another test just now. Looks like another BFN. :/ I've been holding it since 9am, and I only had one drink all day, so I'd think my urine was concentrated enough.

I have one more day till I just give up all together. I know with my last I got a BFN 12DPO and a BFP 13DPO, so I'm trying to not be super negative about it, but it's not looking good!

 

[Ali33]

You aren't out till AF shows! Your temp went up a little so that's good!
I just got home from bowling and karaoke. Had a drink, first time in over a year lol..

 

[havestar]

I loooove karaoke!

Took another FRER this morning. What's the chance of getting two FRER with super faint pink lines? I don't know that they're evaps because they come up within a minute or so. And I believe those are lines that show up after the time limit.. Or that's what I've read.

I also wondering if I'm testing too early. If I did have IB on CD10, it's only been 3 days, and I think the rule is 4-5 days after. I have one FRER left. So I guess we'll see tomorrow.

On a side note, Fiona Apple was arrested on the Tx border for hash, so hopefully the concert is still on tonight!

Ohhh and I'm pretty sure those 4 days I had with really high temps are from being sick. Those are the exact days I had that nasty cold so it was prob a mild fever. Seemed low to me but I guess it would be that early.

 

[havestar]

Well I think I'm out! Just had a small blob of dark red ewcm so AF must be on her way.

 

[Ali33]

Oh no! I hope it isn't! Especially with the concert tonight!!!! We are having date night tonight so I get to go out as well!! Hopefully she can still do the concert. You don't want to ever get caught doing anything in TX!!!!

 

[havestar]

Right? Funny how we passed border patrol and they didn't even ID us, but her tour bus gets searched.

Tiny bit more spotting so for sure, I'm out. I prob won't start full on till tomorrow though. I didn't feel pregnant, but those lines had me thinking I was, so I was a little upset. But what's meant to be is what's meant to be.

Ali, you're trying again this month? Stacey, how are you feeling?

 

[Stake]

heyyy!! did AF come for sure?? im feeling okay nausea on and off. i had a 4wk ultrasound for dating purposes (my last period was only 2 days and my cycles are always irregular) but nope im 4wks and 5 days or whatever. she couldnt see anything at all in the ultrasound i got really upset. just looked like a normal uterus. but she said 4wks is way to early to see anything.Still doesn't feel real at all. =( ....how are you girls doing??

 

[havestar]

Well, not for sure.. there's no flow. I've just had some dark brown/red spotting in cm and then the 2nd time I had light red. But I suspect it's just spotting pre-af, and she'll show up tomorrow. I'm going to hold off on drinking tonight, just in case, but I'm not hopeful about it.

I was going to hold off on trying again, but I think we're just gonna keep at it. The way I see it, I had a shitty cycle the month before this one, then I know I O'd and had a good cycle this one - but only a 25% chance when everything is good is still small - so if I wait, I could miss. Yano?

Yah, that is early. I think it's 6 weeks before you can see the yolk sac. Sending you lots of sticky