So I'm currently 4 weeks pregnant after TTC for 5 months but ive always had the urge to be a mother so I feel so blessed to be sitting here with a however whenever I think of having a baby its always a girl. I've had dreams and in my dreams I always have a daughter. In fact in one dream everybody was calling her by her name which is now the name me and SO have decided to call our little coconut. We brought pink stuff before I even fell pregnant (mainly because we didn't think it would take so long to fall pregnant) we have picked a name, we have pink toys etc... we did get slight carried away considering we wasn't pregnant yet and we didn't know what we was having. But the worst part is i honestly don't think I could love a boy as much as I would love a girl and that's makes me feel like a bad person. I almost feel as if I wouldn't want it at all because I've just be so devastated to be having a son when all I want is a little girl. I have 16 weeks before my scan but how did you guys get over your gender disappointments of not having the gender you wanted?