Hello everyone. Sadly, I'd like to join you. I'm working on reading this whole thread. You all are an inspiration to me. I'm on page 21 so far, but thought I'd say hello before I got to the end.
My name is Amanda. I just had my 3rd mc less than a month ago. I never thought this would be my life. I'm 35 and DH is 41. I feel like time is falling away from us. I had blood clots in my first 2 pregnancies. I've been tested for all clotting disorders and they came back normal. I've had all the bloods done (about 20 in all) and they haven't found anything. DH has had a SA and his swimmers are like Olympic gold medalists. I've had a hysteroscopy and they didn't find anything. The last test I'm getting is an HSG. I'm waiting for AF so I can schedule it. I guess they are concerned that my uterus isn't properly shaped. Obviously I would like my uterus to be normal. In some ways though, I wanted them to find something wrong so they could fix it and I could carry a baby full term.
I did baby aspirin with my last pregnancy and it didn't help. I'm going to do progesterone for the next one. We'll see.
I don't know anyone in my life who has had more than one mc. I feel like a freak of nature sometimes. I take such good care of my body and always have. I don't understand why my body isn't working. I feel hopeless sometimes. I'm so tired of this, but know I have to keep going. I've never wanted anything more in life than a baby of my own.
I think anyone who has had recurrent miscarriages are in a league of their own. We are a special tribe and honestly, I'm rooting for all of you more than anyone else. No one should have to endure this pain as many times as we have. I look forward to getting to know you all. I've definitely met some of you in the TTCAL thread. Thanks for listening.
xoxo
and the best advice I can give you is to take each day as it comes 
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