Oh my goodness, I'm so overwehelmed by your responses. Thanks so much everyone - it has made lovely reading.
Not much has gone on. Only good news was that baby did a great big kick last night when the nurse was checking him out with the sonicaid. My belly even rose up and that was the first kick I have ever experienced. It was like he was saying 'I'm OK!'
I've just been told I have to stay in for monitoring for at least one more night. I'm looking on the positive side that at least I'm here if anything were to go wrong. It's just so boring and I miss my little Harry sooooo much
I'm having to force myself to go to the loo, because I'm scared that if I do i will find blood. You have too much time to think in these places too. I went on a kiddie rollercoaster at Crealy adventure park last week, maybe that caused the problem, or lifting cooking oil at work, or lugging Harry around. I just wasn't being careful.
I swear to god though that if my little boy survives this and hangs on, I will never ever worry about insignificant things again like my weight or the babys sex or anything. I'll just be glad I have my precious baby, because if he makes it through this he will certainly be that!
Just waiting for thismornings scan now, that will tell us if the bleed is getting bigger, staying the same or hopefully being reabsorbed.
I'll keep you informed. Thanks so much everyone from the bottom of my heart for all your love and encouragement, it has kept me sane during a really dark time.
Love you all xx
Thanks everyone