***September Rainbow babies 2013 - 4 boy & 5 girls born so far***

[Maze]

Greener, I am so sorry that you're going through this.

I just got my first bloods drawn yesterday, but am not holding out much hope. Despite another positive HPT yesterday afternoon (I took it before my appointment for encouragement), my doctor's urine test was negative. Then today in the morning I took another test and the line is suddenly pretty faint.

My doctor made me promise not to try again if this pregnancy aborts like the last one did, she wants me to see a specialist.

I don't really know what to do with myself to be honest. Just hope for the best but prepare for what I don't want to hear.

 

[mwaah]

Busy week for you Dancareoi. I haven't booked in yet so sure it will be a good few weeks before i have to go to the diabetic clinic.
Oh Friday I'll be thinking of you. Hopefully mine will be then too.

Oh Maze I'm so sorry, but its not over yet!!! I'll be crossing everything for you xxx

 

[Greener Grass]

Maze I'm so sorry your going through this I really hope the results are good on Monday. Ill be thinking of you xxx

 

[tekkitten]

Maze and Greener Grass, I am sorry to hear about whats going on I'm keeping you in my thoughts

 

[Maze]

Thanks everyone. It is really good to have a place to talk where women understand from their own personal experiences and worries.

 

[Zebra2023]

Maze and Greener, so sorry you are both having to go through this

 

[stuckinoki]

FRER was negative this afternoon.

I guess you can take my name down.

 

[Maze]

Oh no, I am so so very sorry. I know exactly what you're feeling and how tired you must be. My thoughts are with you in this difficult time.

 

[Zebra2023]

I'm really sorry Stucki Thinking of you

 

[Greener Grass]

So sorry stucki please look after yourself xxx

 

[dancareoi]

Maze, Greener and Stucki -

 

[agreeksmom]

is this considered my 3 pregnancy and if everything goes well my second child or...

 

[dancareoi]

is this considered my 3 pregnancy and if everything goes well my second child or...

Hi, lovely lines on your HPT.

I am currently on pregnancy number 7, with 3 lovely children and 3 angels.

 

[mwaah]

So sorry stucki

Have you got your results Maze? Thinking of you.

Rang the hospital today to make my early scan appointment, the earliest they can get me in is a week Wednesday which will make me 9+3, not that much of an early scan. So I decided I couldn't wait much longer and booked in for a private scan on Thursday lunchtime. I dont know whether to feel nervous, excited, hopeful. I'm so worried because i dont feel at all pregnant.

How is everyone holding up?? Not long til the 2nd trimester for some of you

Oh congrats on your BFP Agreeksmom xxxx

 

[dancareoi]

So sorry stucki

Have you got your results Maze? Thinking of you.

Rang the hospital today to make my early scan appointment, the earliest they can get me in is a week Wednesday which will make me 9+3, not that much of an early scan. So I decided I couldn't wait much longer and booked in for a private scan on Thursday lunchtime. I dont know whether to feel nervous, excited, hopeful. I'm so worried because i dont feel at all pregnant.

How is everyone holding up?? Not long til the 2nd trimester for some of you

Oh congrats on your BFP Agreeksmom xxxx

Hi mawaah, booking a private scan is a good idea. I have a scan booked for Friday and I should be 7 weeks and 3 days.

I want the scan to see how things are going, but at the same time, I don't want the scan because I am scared stiff!

I guess you will be feeling exactly the same.!

 

[mwaah]

Hi mawaah, booking a private scan is a good idea. I have a scan booked for Friday and I should be 7 weeks and 3 days.

I want the scan to see how things are going, but at the same time, I don't want the scan because I am scared stiff!

I guess you will be feeling exactly the same.!

Hiya Dancareoi,

Yes I wish i had booked it sooner now but really thought i would have my NHS one this week. I'm feeling exactly the same as you.

I really hope we both get the news we really want. I dont think I will be able to look at the screen until she says she can see it, and if she doesnt say it, well the tears will start!!! I really dont know what she will see. I dont have a feeling either way.I dont feel pregnant but not bled so thats positive.

I bet Friday seems a long way away for you. xxx

 

[Chimpette]

Goodluck with your bloods today Greener.

Dancareoi only 4 more sleeps... I'm dead excited for you.

Mwaah only 3 more sleeps... I'm excited for you too...!

Agreeksmom this is my 5th pregnancy and fingers crossed will be by 3rd birth

so sorry for all the other ladies that have bad news.... you are all in my thoughts

xxx

 

[dancareoi]

Hi mawaah, booking a private scan is a good idea. I have a scan booked for Friday and I should be 7 weeks and 3 days.

I want the scan to see how things are going, but at the same time, I don't want the scan because I am scared stiff!

I guess you will be feeling exactly the same.!

Hiya Dancareoi,

Yes I wish i had booked it sooner now but really thought i would have my NHS one this week. I'm feeling exactly the same as you.

I really hope we both get the news we really want. I dont think I will be able to look at the screen until she says she can see it, and if she doesnt say it, well the tears will start!!! I really dont know what she will see. I dont have a feeling either way.I dont feel pregnant but not bled so thats positive.

I bet Friday seems a long way away for you. xxx

Friday seems for ever! I hate the feeling of lying on the bed waiting for the sonograher to say something either way!

 

[Maze]

So sorry stucki

Have you got your results Maze? Thinking of you.

Rang the hospital today to make my early scan appointment, the earliest they can get me in is a week Wednesday which will make me 9+3, not that much of an early scan. So I decided I couldn't wait much longer and booked in for a private scan on Thursday lunchtime. I dont know whether to feel nervous, excited, hopeful. I'm so worried because i dont feel at all pregnant.

How is everyone holding up?? Not long til the 2nd trimester for some of you

Oh congrats on your BFP Agreeksmom xxxx

It's only 7:40AM here, so not yet. I will be going to get my second blood drawn before I call to find out. That way I won't be all tense getting a second test if the first one isn't that awesome. HOWEVER! Yesterday I woke up with ginormous breasts and my line on an HPT was darker again.

https://i.imgur.com/1Zh93fl.jpg

The top was my HPT before my doctor's appointment, the middle was the following day that was super faint and had me scared, the bottom I took yesterday.

I hope everyone's scans go well, it can be so hard when you have the histories that we have. I think even in my first pregnancy I was terrified!

 

[mwaah]

Mwaah only 3 more sleeps... I'm excited for you too...!

Omgosh yes 3!! yikes thank you xxx

HOWEVER! Yesterday I woke up with ginormous breasts and my line on an HPT was darker again.

https://i.imgur.com/1Zh93fl.jpg

That test looks good!!! Fingers crossed your tests had a blip, mine did that am going to post my pics ones I had a scan as my HPT's had a terrible progression. Light one day and dark the next then back to light even digi went up and down xxx

it's such a nervous time for us all.... roll on the 12 weeks scan, even the 20 week scan xxx