Thank you jelly tots. Just so you know I really appreciate all of you ladies.
If any of you are prayers, I really need them right now to get my through today, tomorrow and Wednesday. I pray on Wednesday my ultrasound will at least show a start of a little one growing in my uterus. I seriously always fear the worse. I'm like...oh my gosh, what if I'm having an ectopic pregnancy because my numbers didn't double. I'm not having pain or spotting and I'm not high risk for one and I've never had one, but of course I'm scared maybe I am now. Why I do this to myself, I don't know. I don't want to constantly be negative with you ladies. It's just so hard.