Ive never posted here but felt the urge today. I usually post in the ttc forum because thats where I am however I have been so sad lately. I had m/c 6 months ago and started ttc again 3 months ago. I have a 10 year old son and me and dh have finally decided we want another.When I was pregnant I got on the internet and signed up for lots of free things for when the baby arrives. The problem is I had a m/c at 10 weeks and the baby never arrived. The baby was due a week ago and now im getting all these things in the mail congratulating me on the arrival of my new baby including baby formula and everything. Such a reality that I should be cradling a newborn right now instead of blogging about a m/c. Ive been very strong until now. I just want to hold my baby that should be in my arms right now.