Happy birthday Karine and Prepping! Karine, will be keeping my fingers crossed you're not one of the 450. Hang in there girlie. Prepping, is Red Lobster a seafood chain? We don't have it here, sounds like fun!
A we miss you too, think about you often and send you happy vibes. Hope you're ok chick.
Grey how's the doggy dancing coming along?!
MissH how's that baby baking doing?
Cookie it sounds like you're having fun! I love it that DF was looking over your shoulder while you were on here! What does he make of the butt plugs and doggy dancing?! Symptoms are still sounding promising, fingers firmly crossed
Hope everyone is doing ok
Afm, funeral went ok, went quite quickly really. Thanks for all your thoughts. My 11 yr old niece did a reading, she was amazing, so clear and composed. It was nice to see lots of my family. We let off balloons from the local pub and all say our goodbyes. Weirdly it was quite a nice day.
Bean is behaving him/herself a little more, the sickness is lessening but smells are making me gag still. In fact there's cigarette smoke coming in the window now! Yuk! I am sure that I've felt little flutterings in my tummy occasionally when I'm lying still at night too! Some people say you can feel things this early, others say not til 16weeks earliest. Well, I'm 13 weeks tomorrow. Fingers crossed the worst sickness is behind me and it doesn't come back! Am working at home most of this week due to the heatwave! Our office is crap in the heat and I know I couldn't stand it.
Anyway, sorry for waffling on! Better say bye for now and start getting ready for bed
Night night lovely ones
C xx
.. glad to know you're doing well.
.. sounds promising!
so sorry you have to be in this tough situation.. i know how you feel, had the same experience years ago with my first serious bf and it was really hard to make the decision i knew i needed to make. eventually you find the strength and then it's onward and upward from that point! im really glad to be a part of this group with all you amazing, nice ladies! 
came 2 days early yesterday. was a bit hopeful at first because i just spotted all of yesterday and last night with no pain whatsoever and that's unheard of for me.. but since i got up this morning it's gradually becoming more of a regular flow 
haha,, going to need that vino!
. Have a lot to do atm so am not able to go into personals. 
....hubby still shattered though, so wish me luck! I might try the massage, but sometimes it sends him to sleep, so argh! Fingers crossed!!!
Some of it involved me not finding my room until 4am, getting up at 7:30am the next day for a 5k walk/run fundraiser, and being congratulated by random people for making it. Had one guy come up to say that I forgot my sweater, purse, earrings, and shoes in their room. And that even though I was shattered and couldn't find my room, I still went on to make fun of him in a really bad russian accent for quite a bit (I remember that part, it was pretty darn hilarious). But what can be expected when I had a bottomless scotch glass and bottomless vodka glass! Can thank my managers for that.
fx for u too!
and 
tried to have some BDing fun the other night and couldnt because it bloody hurt!! Felt like it was burning so had to stop 
