thanks ladies
im very devastated,i mean its not like it took us a couple of months to get pregnant but it took us 2long years
and it was over so fast
its just not fair at all.
one thing that does make me feel alittle better though is atleast now i know that its not impossible for us to get pregnant because when i wasnt getting pregnant at all,i really just thought that i just couldnt get pregnant!
so atleast now i can hold onto the hope that it will hopefully happen again and that we will get our rainbow baby but im def going to wait to tell ANYONE until i knew for sure the baby isnt going anywhere because it just hurts when i see people and there asking me all these questions like when em i gonna start showing and when do i find out what im having and just all these other questions that just make me want to cry when they talk about it
!!
i just can not believe that here i am again on the road of TTC
when i go see my obgyn on the 2nd im gonna try to get her to run some test and whatever else she can do for me!
im also going to try not to stress about it and im gonna try to keep as busy as i can and also im gonna keep taken my prenatals
i just cant believe i was about to hit the 2nd tri and now ive got to start all over again
in a way i just wish i never got pregnant in the first place because this just hurts so bad but you know everything happens for a reason and like the doctor told me sometimes things like this happen because somethings wrong with the baby and instead of the pregnancy to keep going on and you have the baby and something really be wrong with the baby you know its better that the pregnancy just ended when it did and i totally understood what he was saying even know i would have loved my baby even if it only had one leg or one arm or no legs or no arms but i still know what he means and i do want a healthy baby
i just really hope the rainbow comes soon and at the other end of it is a beautiful little baby!
thanks again everyone good luck with all of you and lets get our
!