Oh Lou i'm sorry, you shouldn't torture yourself, but I know sometimes we just do it to ourselves and don't know why. Once I clicked on a friends page and she has message my ex who I was with for 6 years, congrats on the arrival of his baby. Took me a long while to get over that, which is stupid really.
Good for you with your health regime, and even if you are not losing weight (which is just so unfair), you will be getting a lot fitter. I know, DP won't go on wii fit anymore, it can just be mean and tells him off!! I took up the running on there and did my feet in with all the pounding on the wooden floor, so how you run uphill
Youch!!
Been very naughty and topped the weekend off with a KFC, perfect hangover stodge! Went for a walk with DP too, was nice. He held my hand all the way, and told me off for not sqeezing tight enough!!
No real wedding plans yet, don't wanna start booking stuff until I have the ring on my finger, a bit traditional like that!! But have it all in my head and we talk about it a lot. DP has a ring, so excited to see it, but is waitin for the right moment. He says he has a plan in his head but wants to wait until we are in a bit of a better place, so we can truely be happy for the engagement, and not treat it as a sticky plaster over a big crack. I think its for the best, if he gave it to me now I would be happy, then sad again about the failed cycles. I just want to be happy. Probably be early new year, and then the wedding planning starts!!
Don't worry Lou, i'm a celebrity get me out of her starts tonight
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