Hi ladies. I hope it's okay if I join you. Just found out yesterday that my beta didn't rise (went from 63 to 67 in 72hours). Looks like another failure. Just can't wrap my head around it. Have cried so much that I don't have tears left. Hopefully we'll be able to go right into the next FET.... depends on hCG results tomorrow. Next FET I'll be on Prednisone, Aspirin, Metformin, and daily injections of blood thinners. Thanks for having me. It's good to be around others who understand this feeling.
Our IVF so far:
IVF #1 (half Standard, half ICSI), August 2014: M/C. 300 gonal-f daily, 1000mg XR Metformin. 18 eggs: 10 eggs standard (DH still had great sperm then), 8 ICSI. All ICSI fertilized but stopped growing by day 3. Seven standard IVF fertilized and we got 3 blastocysts: 3AA, 3AB, 3BB. SET of the 3AA gave us a BFP, but I immediately started spotting and it continued for weeks. Doctors couldn't figure out why. In tenth week, I started weaning off my progesterone and miscarried.
FET #1, January 2014: BFN. On Metformin only.
IVF #2 (Standard), February 2014: BFN. 300 gonal-f, Aspirin, and Prednisone, but RE didn't put me on Metformin. Only got 8 eggs. DH's sperm had all sorts of problems (totally out of the blue). Only got one embryo from standard IVF (didn't want to risk ICSI) and had a SET on day 3.
IVF #3 (PICSI), March 2014: Ectopic. 300 gonal-f, Aspirin, Prednisone, Metformin. 20+eggs fertilized well and we ended up 6 blastocysts. Transferred a 5AA and a 4AA, and got a BFP. hCG was low but doubled normally. Ultrasound revealed baby with heartbeat in my left tube at 6 weeks and they removed the tube.
FET #2, October 2014: Chemical Pregnancy/Early M/C. Was on Aspirin and Metformin. No prednisone. First beta = 37, two days later = 64, three days later (yesterday) = 67. RE says no hope to salvage this one. Very, very sad.
After the next FET we're totally out of funds and will have maxed out both our credit cards, so who knows what will happen if it doesn't work. We already sold our house last year to pay for the first IVF (and all the associated complications) and the first FET. Nothing left to sell, so I guess we'd have to take time off to pay down the card. Just trying to keep my head up.