Facebook is a major downer.
Crying myself to sleep every time AF comes.
My husband feeling helpless when I am down about not conceiving yet.
Everyone I know, including my best friend and sister just having babies or being preggo. And knowing that I started TTC at the same time as said best friend.
Another best friend of mine just starting TTC and telling me, "I'm not going to want to tell you when I get pregnant because I will feel bad." I have told this same friend that I will not tell anyone that I am preggo until I am through the first trimester. She continues to bring it up EVERY time we talk. Last time she asked about it, I gave her a quick answer like "I don't know" or something to end the conversation. The proceeded to ask me when I am due for AF! We can't have a conversation without her bringing it up and upsetting me...ugh.
People touching my stomach and telling me that it will happen...I just told you there is nothing in there!
My MIL making a big deal about us TTC (we didn't tell her for 8 months and then told her how long we have been trying) in front of the whole family. She said really loudly, "well are you going to tell the whole family?" When I responded that there was nothing to tell, she responded that, "at least Grandma and Grandpa have the RIGHT to know." Thank goodness for my husband's aunt, who replied, "What?! That they are married and are having unprotected sex!"
I'm a kindergarten teacher in a Title 1 school...it kills me to see some of the children in the home situations that they are in, yet I can't seem to get pregnant. Worse than that though, is having the parents tell me that my job is good birth control or telling me that I am lucky because I get to give the kids back at the end of the day. I wish I had a child of my own at the end of the day
The thing that gets me the most, though, is being so jealous of my friends and loved ones who are preggo or have children. I love them so much and I truely am happy for them, but I can't help but be jealous. Then my jealousy makes me feel guilty. Anyone have a cure for this?
Wow...I really am venting...thanks for listening/reading!