Hi Ladies! Sorry for the disappearing act, but I needed some time to figure out what I'm doing with my life and if all this is really worth it. I honestly don't think I can go through another miscarriage, but the end result is so worth it, so here I am!
We're doing this whole TTC a little less aggressive. We're taking it easy, not looking at it as a job. I'm not freaking out when we don't DTD everyday or even every other day. I'm still temping, but I've missed a few days and that's OK. It's not the end of the world. And you know some days I'm just not in the mood to stick my finger up my vagina to see whats going on with my CM and CP, so I don't.
I went to a FS on Friday and he said that despite my miscarriage in September, and my suspected miscarriage in June, I am doing good. Everything looks good in there, except I have PCOS. Since I have been pregnant before and am getting pregnant now, he doesn't think my PCOS is sever (usually women with PCOS have a hard time getting pg in the first place.). I had blood work done and am now on baby aspirin (prescribed) and we'll just go from here. Basically he said he won't be worried unless there is something irregular in my blood work or it happens again. If it happens again, he said our route will be Clomid, Sperm analysis, genetic testing, etc. We'll cross that bridge when we get there, but it is nice to know that there is a PLAN.
Also a huge hug to aknqtpie. This has been devastating to me, I can even imagine how you feel at 9 weeks.
