I'm sorry AniMo2202
. Hopefully this month will be the month for both of us. I know AF showing up is just about the worst feeling ever. I know it's hard to be positve but our outlook is the one and only thing we have control over in this craziness. Try to find your silver lining. For me a January baby would have ment I couldn't fly home for Christmas and now I can, (not that it even comes close to making it worth it, but it's true.) This month we just might end up with Valentine's Day babies. Best Valentine's Day gift EVER!!!! So hold your head up high, we will get through this together.
Tomorrow is supposed to be CD1 for me so I've been planning on testing tomorrow, because how cool would a Mother's Day BFP be! Anyways I am so anxious and nervous and excited. I swear nothing makes you feel as crazy as TTC. I'm just hoping for that like a glaring neon BFP that shoots confetti out out of it, or in reality something that almost looks sort of like a line. I'm just so anxious about another BFN. Wish me luck, and a little sanity while your at it... Baby dust to all!
FX!!!!! update for us :]
Today but no AF as of yet. Fingers still crossed. Thanks for all of the well wishes ladies.
As positive as I wish to be,I'm still very down at the moment.Hopefully by CD10 or so,the blues will be gone and we can start this whole crazy rollercoaster again 
since that was my Dad's birthday month,and having a baby in that month would be a really nice memorial to him,I think.
