Second month on it, four years trying, three early miscarriages (between 5-7 weeks). I'm being investigated for crohns although I've convinced myself it's something even worse!! Also quite depressed (understatement of the century there) as the past few years have been quite harrowing, and we've had a number of hurdles thrown at us, so possibly isn't the best time, but think giving up would make things even worse! Life is cruel sometimes!! Think I just want something happy but it's so hard to know what's best!