8kidslater
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im crying just typing this
last night the LO was up 1am - 4am and just wouldnt settle back down even when i brought her in bed with me. she was on and off the breast and so moany
im v ill atm. no excuse i know but i shook her a little....not a lot but it made her cry a bit and i feel awful knowing i hurt her
im a bad mum
im at my wits end libby wont self settle and its our fault, she has always been held/rocked/fed to sleep and then is put down asleep, it doesnt last long and is always in my bed by 12pm the latest, its reached boiling point and me and oh have decided we need to do something so last night tried cc, i left the house as i couldnt bear it and i came in an hour later she was still crying so i just scooped her up and cuddled her, then I felt bad for undoing that hour and sending her mixed signals so I tried it again for her nap this morning and tried to be strong she was obviously shattered and crying with eyes shut but as last night I was the first to give in... I know she is 5 months and a little young but its really getting a joke, when she cries though I feel my heart being ripped out and im in tears myself
im crying just typing this
last night the LO was up 1am - 4am and just wouldnt settle back down even when i brought her in bed with me. she was on and off the breast and so moany
im v ill atm. no excuse i know but i shook her a little....not a lot but it made her cry a bit and i feel awful knowing i hurt her
im a bad mum
I went to the post office and then to sainsburys - I kept LO in the car seat and in and out the car.... for the FIRST time EVER ... I forgot to put the seatbelt round the car seat... so LO was strapped in but not attached to the seat of the car... I only realised when I went to get her out at my friends house. I was absolutely horrified at myself and don't know how I could have done this... I know its one of those things you only do once (I will check and triple check) still feel mortified thinking about what could have been (I drove 20 minutes from sainsburys to my friends house not a quick hop but any means).
SO very very grateful we never had a car accident - doesn't bear thinking about.