Hope you have a lovely weekend,and try your best to keep positive - if AF comes,there's always next cycle...still got my fingers crossed that you'll get your BFP though xxx
still another week left on holiday so am hoping that helps with symptom spotting. Tmi but we have had so much 
in the run up to ovulation that I'm now worried that if we don't catch this month that there is something wrong and that I would never be able to keep up with that level of BD'ing 
. SO, I will be testing at the very end of July again. Maybe it'll be the lucky one!
this weekend,Annaki! Lots of baby dust coming your way!
I'm sorry I abandoned you all, I just needed to get away from it all after last cycles disappointment. We have been away for a couple of weeks to the most amazing adults only resort in Mexico and we have renewed our married in a way. We spent a lot of time talking and we both agree that we have been taking each other for granted a lot and want it to stop. We have been together for 17 years so it is no surprise but even so it isn't right. So we stood on the beach at sunset and renewed out promises to each other. We have agreed to spend more quality time together and enjoy making our family. If it doesn't happen then we are just going to spend the rest of our lives enjoying each other and staying in very expensive adults only hotels like we did last week.
banana and Luvbug! My lovely cycle sisters - I think I'd be going mad if you weren't all here. My AF remains as brown cm on wiping but I think it's too heavy for an implant bleed. Not heavy enough to use supplies and no cramps but I just know its AF - I knew all along this wasn't our cycle. You chickies doing anything different this cycle? I'm considering trying preconception multi vits. Just so p**sed off considering we got a positive opk!
every other night for next couple weeks starting tonight. It's frustrating because before we were trying and I was tracking my cm I thought I knew when I was ovulating.... and we should have caught it this last cycle. But while trying to track it this last cycle, it seemed completely different! So, before I jump in to the OPK's and such, we're going to try to change up the BD'ing. If that doesn't work, then the next cycle we will start to use the OPK's. I really don't want to have to use the OPK's because I know how I get and I tend to obsess about things. And I know once we start with the OPK's, I know I'm going to obsess and stress out. I feel a little more relaxed this cycle too, maybe because they hype of it being our first cycle is done and over. But I haven't been obsessivly looking at websites and such- which makes me feel way better and less stressed. Hopefully I can continue it for the rest of the cycle. 
