Hey all,
CC - Pleased you at least got some action from the doctor, like you say hopefully its a win win situation. I know it's not easy but stay positive
Sooz - Pleased everything is going well! I work in the NHS (not medical, just admin) and I think sometimes its worse knowing the "behind the scenes" stuff, luckily I'm mental health so not clued up on the acute site as much!
Hope everyone else is ok and keeping busy/staying positive
AFM...
I had such a bad day yesterday. I checked my cm in the morning and it had gone a tan colour, which is what happens before my period starts. I was so upset, I couldn't stop crying and had to go home from work. I was a mess
Anyway after a long talk with my mum I decided it was onwards and upwards, on to the next cycle.
I had already decided I was going to take a test Thursday morning as it's the day my period is due and also I knew that it would just "draw a line" under it all and stop me trying to convince myself there was still a hope I was pregnant.
So this morning I took a Clearblue digital (with conception indicator). I did it then left it on the side, washed my hands milled around, I glanced at it and it had the little timer up and "pregnant" so I thought it was just loading the "not" up. Looked back after a second and it said "pregnant 1-2 weeks"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got my
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DH was already at work so I had such a looooong day before I could tell him so I went out and bought him a little baby t-shirt with "I love my mummy and daddy" on it and it came in a little muslin bag so I put the test in with it and gave it to him when I got home, he's really excited
So I know everyone says it and I was always sceptical but it's true, you're not out until the
shows!!!
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to all