My FF subscription expires on the 9th, so I will give up BBT after this cycle. I'm also giving up on my OPKs as well. 
. I so wanted it to be your months...life is such a b*tch. Thinking of you both lots and lots 
.. It's weird as I never begrudge anyone on here for getting a bfp - quite the opposite in fact - it makes me so happy to see it - I guess it's because we are all sharing the difficult TTC part of the journey and we've all seen each other's highs and lows.
, esp. when you've had such tough days Jenjen and KB... This whole thing is just getting way too much
Ooh kb - maybe my premonition will come true! That looks really promising - quite different from your previous cycles. can't wait to see your temp tomorrow morning!
I have lots of EWCM but no +opk yet so I think I'm just a couple of days away still. Have been letting it all get on top of me. Haven't been in a great mood for bd'ing - I keep crying at the thought of another bfn/af, which has not been a turn on for OH... and we came to blows last night - he said I need to calm down, was getting psycho and that he was tired of having 'scripted' sex. He's so right. I think I'm especially loony this month the closer ovulation comes, as we are hitting a milestone on 2 counts - it will be half a yr of trying if we don't conceive this month and also our last chance to have a 2011 baby. I know those 2 things don't really matter (and I'm so sorry to moan when some of you have been trying longer) - but I've just built them up in my mind and am just letting it all get me down way too much
Hope you're all ok. Nice to see you stopping in Mmdrago - hope you are feeling a little happier hun. Are you still very busy with your nursing deg? x
to u all!!! 
not quite as bad as with jack (yet) but it will so I've got my midwife phoning me at around lunch time to speak about it.. Dunno what they can do tho have any of u mums experienced this or no anything about it? Anyway hope you all ok and massive and 
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been sent ur way!!! XxxxxxxxxX
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. For me it is so hard to stay optimistic right now so that is why I want to go cold turkey as well. I'm giving away all my supplies so I am not tempted. My temp was high this morning and so I did an IC and it was BFN. I so wanted a huge chocolate danish for breakfast!
Aww ladies I'm so sorry!!! I just want to grab u and give u all the biggest hug!! It must be getting really hard for u all! I no if I was still trying I would be losing my mind (I was losing it at 3month!!) All I can say is when ur trying and u get bfn after bfn u start to believe it WONT happen I believed that then bam it just does and u forget about the struggle to get there! Reading what u all put just reminded me of how obsessed I was and its not healthy but the need for a child is the biggest NEED I have ever felt and u ladies feel aswell! Maybe trying the no temping no opk's will help altho the month I got my bfp I didn't use opk's and it drove me mental!! But I was lucky and it happend for me I suppose it may help I'm younger (24) I don't no tbh, I just hope that. In the not so distant future you will all have ur bfp's, maybe it very normal to feel this around the 6 month mark cos u are all feeling this way this month. Hopefully it will pass and the pma will be bk in force! YOU WILL GET YOUR BABIES! Just whether its this month or in 5month (hopefully sooner!!) Just try stay positive ladies its so easy to see when your sat at this side of the fence.. I just want u all to believe in urselfs and ur silly bodies,
As for me got my scan on thursday at 10.20am nervous but excited.. Hopefully all will go well I'll update u as soon as I'm home, also got a problem when I was pregnant with jack around 30weeks I started getting a horrid pain in my pelvis groin area it hurt so bad that I could hardly walk and now at 12weeks its started again
. Made me cry... again...lol. Hope the pain in your pelvis doesn't get too much worse. Can they give you anything for it? Let us know how the scan goes 
. KB - thinking of you sweet. So sorry you're having to go thru this 
- CD 20 now and no positive opk - I've usually ovulated by day 17. Dunno what is going on! I've still got loads of EWCM (have had for a week!) but inclined to take a night off as the pressure is getting me down... we are creeping closer and closer to an xmas due date if we got lucky this month! 
... ooh and I am out of opks and nearly out of pre-seed so think I've have been forced into taking a more natural approach lol! I'm getting a bit nervous I am having an annovulatory cycle, and might have to wait it out for next cycle. I wish it wasn't too late to fish my thermometer out the bin!!!! I don't even feel like taking one of the IC.
just thought I'd remind u girls! Lol I'll be on to update later xxxx
I'm actually 13weeks and 3days so need to change my tickers I'm so happy I'm over the moon!! I can't post a post a pic cos laptops been silly but iv put it as my avatar pic so u can all see xxx
