Hi KB - glad you are feeling a bit more positive hun. U definitely sound cheerier. I wonder really if there is something to be said for forgetting about TTC a bit when you're trying (hard to do I know!) - I definitely didn't stop thinking about it the cycle it happened for us but I had written off than month thinking I was having an annovolutary because of the delayed ovulation, so I think pyschologically I was putting a bit less pressure on myself that month. I dunno! - it is so hard to know, but I wonder if there is a link!... Lots of baby dust coming from me too hun!
Maybe it is worth chatting to a really close friend. Must be hard if they all have their LO's, but you never know, maybe some of them did have a harder time of TTC'ing than you realise. They might be able to help reassure you a bit that it is coming. Maybe see what OH thinks x
I'm getting nervous about next week. First tri feels longer than last time (because of the sickness this time and the fact that my first scan is over 2wks later than it was last time!). I know it's probably normal but I keep getting really negative thoughts and paranoia that all is not well and it's making me really scared about going into the scan next weds. Tell me I am just being crazy, and it's all fine!!!!!!! I can't imagine what I would feel like if it's taken away from us now...
....Crikey, how much do we open ourselves up for hurt going thru this whole process?! It sure is an emotional rollercoaster. All the frustrating and anxious waiting during TTC, and then more waiting to know that your little babba is ok by the scan....I'm sure we to all intents and purposes become worrying mothers long before we even conceive!
Hope you're all well anyway. How are you doing JennJenn? And JR? - are you feeling ok hun? Must be a difficult time for you. thinking of you x x