Wow!!!
I just read back over the pages and i'm getting seriously excited for everyone. Nuke - wow that does seem like a long time TTC Poppy, so really hoping it's quicker this time and still for the wedding night baby!
I'm started on the weight-loss too. I had a glucose tolerance test (again) yesterday to hopefully confirm that I haven't got diabetes. Hopefully that'll be fine.
Silas' (presumed) father came round today and it was lovely. He's besotted, and Silas gave him loads of smiles! I was very well behaved and managed to keep physical contact to an absolute minimum
() then we walked down to the train station and Matthew pushed the pram
and I just felt like a little family...
Then we had a nice cuddle and he told me he thought I was a great Mum and was doing a really good job. Wished he could stay all day (he's only flown back for 2 days and to see a play he got tickets for, for Christmas). There's too much chemistry really, drives me crazy. You can tell we both hold back, sooooo almost kissed when we said goodbye.
Then he gets on the train and texts me:
"Ah young love - that'll warm my heart all day"...the ticket collector, on us.
I do reckon when he's done with uni and if he finishes with the girlfriend (looking like there's a good chance she'll be turned down for her visa) he'll just end up with us, but it's a waiting game and a strange situation.
So that's my drama. I think i'm in love really hahaha...sooo unfair >.<