yay chika hope u get good news.. this is katie...aka pregnant101 lol. This is my old account if u remember that got deleted due to an error with admin, and for some reason this one is back on and my pregnant101 has been shut off :/ but w/e at east i have an account. This pregnancy is turning into a horror story for me. First it was thought it was ectopic, then it wasnt, then i was bleeding, then i wasnt, then i had horrible cyst pains (still am off and on), then last week i got told from my reg doc not even my OB that theres a nice seperation between the placenta and the uterus (thanks for keepin me in the dark midwife!!! NOT!!!!), then yesterdya i was in the hospital cuz i was GUSHING blood.. it went to being like a period, with random gushing now and then..went to the ER as i was told that if i bled at all to go RIGHT AWAY... they did a 30 second ultrasound and saw that "baby is alive...for now" (yeah, the ER doc literally said that) and then was told " we dont have the time to do a real ultrasound and see why your bleeding. If your baby dies it dies and we cant stop it, so just go home." . Hubby is breaking down emotionally, as am i :/ Im half tempted to end the pregnancy now and save us the suffering later, but i just cant bring myself to do it. Im so tired of living in this limbo, an being in a high risk pregnancy with nobody caring if my baby lives or not but me. Hubby told me the other day that ( i was later told that it was out of frustration and fear and stress, but i really dont know anymore) that the only reason he got me pregnant was to keep me around, cu he knew that after almost 3 yrs of our son being dead that if he didnt do it soon id leave and move on (which yes i did say to him ONCE over a yr ago out of frustration. When u set mutual dates to try again and 4x he comes to you and says "im still not ready" you get pretty fed up.). He was makin me dinner yesterday when i started to bleed.. and i hollered from the bathroom "Chris.. im bleeding!!!" When i came out i was clearly upset.. and he grabbed me and hugged me and with tear streaming told me "i dont know if i can handle this anymore". Then he proceeded back down to the basement and got shitfaced drunk with his buddies, while i drove myself to the hospital and dealt with it all alone. Im just so emotionally and psychically drained and dead, and i really dont wanna have to say ive experience a 3rd trimester loss, a 1st trimester loss, and then by the time i finally get another ultrasound... a 2nd trimester loss. The doctor on the ER actually asked me "well what if this one dies too, what u gonna do then?' I told her that honestly, it isnt your business, and thats quite fuckin rude to even ask. then she told me "Well, id just give up hope then if i were you." GOD DOESNT ANYONE HAVE EMOTIONS ANYMORE?! Im sorry to vent girls, i know everyone is going thru their own issues, but i just had to let it all out. Im just so...SOOO.... god i dont even know, theres not even words to describe it anymore.
Anywhere near Akron?
JK 
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