Things I cannot say out loud....

[BabyBoo36]

DH - please stop groping me. I'm fed up. You may say continuously sticking your hands down my pants, feeling my bum and/or front, and groping my boobs shows how much you love me, but I don't feel loved. I feel like some dirty little sex object. I daren't wear skirts anymore as you'll just stick your hand up it. I'm sick of you always asking what knickers I'm wearing. I know you have a high sex drive and you're "hardly getting any now", but newsflash - if you got off FB a bit, helped me out a bit more and made me feel like your wife instead of a hired sex slave, maybe I'd want to do it more often. I just want a cuddle without the groping. If it doesn't stop, I'll follow through on my threat to get out of bed/get off the sofa/leave the room every time you do it.

PS And saying "She doesn't understand" every time I ask you not to do it in front of Freya doesn't make it acceptable.

 

[tanya]

DH - please stop groping me. I'm fed up. You may say continuously sticking your hands down my pants, feeling my bum and/or front, and groping my boobs shows how much you love me, but I don't feel loved. I feel like some dirty little sex object. I daren't wear skirts anymore as you'll just stick your hand up it. I'm sick of you always asking what knickers I'm wearing. I know you have a high sex drive and you're "hardly getting any now", but newsflash - if you got off FB a bit, helped me out a bit more and made me feel like your wife instead of a hired sex slave, maybe I'd want to do it more often. I just want a cuddle without the groping. If it doesn't stop, I'll follow through on my threat to get out of bed/get off the sofa/leave the room every time you do it.

PS And saying "She doesn't understand" every time I ask you not to do it in front of Freya doesn't make it acceptable.

Mine does that too, somehow me saying it was ok when he was tiny and really didn't know what was happening means that now he's older and more aware it's still ok, it's not.

 

[Cupkake.Luver]

OH- I'm about done. I've had it living in that room. Xavier took his first step yesterday...meaning he'll be walking REAL soon. What the HELL are we supposed to do?!?!?! We don't even have a door!!!!

I wanna move out but I can't even talk to you about it cause you get sooooo fucking emotional cause its your MOMMY'S house! Fuck her.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

Yay for first steps! Aided or unaided? He's Alex's age and that's amazing! Alex just started crawling and pulls himself up on everything!

I hope your OH gets the hint! I've had to start harping on mine to get him to pick up things off the floor that are dangerous for Alex.

I gave Alex a sandwich today. I always look at the bread just in case and I did the same this time. He gobbled it up and then DH came in the room with the last two slices of bread in the pack and said that there was a tiny spot of mould on one of them I fed my child mouldy bread!

 

[Cupkake.Luver]

Unaided! He will stand on his own no problem but I think he hasn't quite figured out his balancing as far as walking yet. lol. He takes a step then sticks out his butt so he can fall on it. Haha.
I remember when he couldn't even hold his head up. =( Time flies!


Lol...Just cause one bread has a slight hint of mold, maybe the one you fed Alex didn't?

 

[Natsku]

Yay for first steps!! Very exciting!

Don't worry about the bread Ozzieshunni, if there wasn't mould on the bit you gave Alex and there was only a tiny bit on the other slices then I'm sure its fine.

 

[LadyRoy]

Yay for first steps!! Very exciting!

Don't worry about the bread Ozzieshunni, if there wasn't mould on the bit you gave Alex and there was only a tiny bit on the other slices then I'm sure its fine.

Gonna jump in and disagree here sorry! If there is mould on one bit then it will have it's little tendrills all through the bread, doesn't always make it dangerous - that depends on the mould - but it is there all the same. Yuck! My Dad really doesn't care - sometimes he even eats the mouldy bit

Sources: https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b012w66t

 

[Ozzieshunni]

And I feel worse. Thanks

Where the hell are you driver's license!? Surely, a piece of paper with a card stuck to it can't have gone far!!!!!

 

[Natsku]

Yay for first steps!! Very exciting!

Don't worry about the bread Ozzieshunni, if there wasn't mould on the bit you gave Alex and there was only a tiny bit on the other slices then I'm sure its fine.

Gonna jump in and disagree here sorry! If there is mould on one bit then it will have it's little tendrills all through the bread, doesn't always make it dangerous - that depends on the mould - but it is there all the same. Yuck! My Dad really doesn't care - sometimes he even eats the mouldy bit

Sources: https://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b012w66t

Oh right, cheers, I didn't know that. I always just cut off the mouldy bit...but I have low standards.

 

[Eliza_V]

DH: part of me is glad to be back home, part of me isn't. I hope your time in the spare room makes you think! I hope you stick to your word and get professional help from a counsellor or some anger management, and I hope you also stick to your promise of if I decide we need marriage counselling we WILL go and you won't just throw a childish strop again and say "Oh we might as well get a divorce now!" You said some HORRIBLE things on the phone this week, so you're lucky I'm back. You need to sort out your sex issues as well (or lack of wanting to have sex and constnatly rejecting me but happily cracking one off to smut on a teeny tiny screen on your phone that only shows blurry pictures, half an hour later in the toilet. I don't allow smut in my house, some other relationships may allow it but I don't. If you want a relationship that allows it then go find one, but unless I say it's okay, then you're NOT allowed it given that I did all the weird stuff to keep you happy anyway and you had it all on tap!!! TMI ladies, sorry).

I hope you stop rejecting me when I throw myself at you (not that I'm going to do it for a long time now). I hope the sexy underwear I bought while walking around with you, and the pictures I took and only gave you a quick glance of have made you realise what you're missing (well, it was pretty damned obvious!) and you've realised what you've got to work at to get back now! (yes, I'm very, very mean...)

Self: Well done for finally booking pole dancing lessons. 1) you'll get fit, and 2) you'll *hopefully* start to feel sexy again after your stupid DH has made you feel disgusting and untouchable. Also, it's okay to be a little disgusted with yourself given the nature of the pictures you took last night.. Make sure you remember to hide them well on your external hard drive and FOR THE LOVE OF GOD do NOT put them on the server as they will back up on CrashPlan

LO: I can see you on the video monitor sleeping with the blanket over your face.. You're making me panic!! Take it off!!

 

[Eliza_V]

And I feel worse. Thanks

Where the hell are you driver's license!? Surely, a piece of paper with a card stuck to it can't have gone far!!!!!

Don't feel bad, we all do things by accident sometimes! And I bet Alex is fine

 

[Ozzieshunni]

vixie. Maybe it's time to leave your DH. You deserve better

 

[Eliza_V]

vixie. Maybe it's time to leave your DH. You deserve better

I've thought of that.. I really, really have. He knows I'm thinking that too. But he is on his last chance, he knows what is at stake now. Maybe he didn't take me seriously before, I don't know. I've never made him sleep in the spare room before, and I've never gone 200 miles away to get away from him for a week. It's shaken him up, so if he sticks to his promises we've got a good chance. If he doesn't, I'm in the right frame of mind to do it on my own (whether I can do it financially is another matter altogether!)

 

[tanya]

Dh, if you want to tell me to stop exaggerating when I hurt myself at least do it when you've seen what I did!
I bent down in flynns room and banged my chin/jaw on the (very sharp) corner of his cupboard, apparently me saying ow! And crying from the pain that made me feel sick was over reacting when supposedly id only tapped it.
For a tap it's still bloody painful and the big bruise will be difficult to explain away, not to mention that I lost all my teeth due to a condition in my jawbone where it was too weak to support them, meaning my jaw is quite fragile and would probably break easier than someone else's.
It's not broken but I can't help being concerned, plus it bloody hurts! a bit of sympathy wouldn't be too hard would it?

 

[tanya]

Dh, if you want to tell me to stop exaggerating when I hurt myself at least do it when you've seen what I did!
I bent down in flynns room and banged my chin/jaw on the (very sharp) corner of his cupboard, apparently me saying ow! And crying from the pain that made me feel sick was over reacting when supposedly id only tapped it.
For a tap it's still bloody painful and the big bruise will be difficult to explain away, not to mention that I lost all my teeth due to a condition in my jawbone where it was too weak to support them, meaning my jaw is quite fragile and would probably break easier than someone else's.
It's not broken but I can't help being concerned, plus it bloody hurts! a bit of sympathy wouldn't be too hard would it?

 

[Lettuce]

tayna! Are you sure it's not broken? You better get an Xray! X

Vixie. Missed ya! Hope you had a nice time away and it does solve some things for you. You do deserve more you're a beautiful woman, and I know the hurt of him rejecting sex. My DH wouldn't the whole time I was pregnant, I felt like crap. I know sex isn't everything, but it's nice to feel wanted. I think we NEED to feel desired.

DH I know you're angry with me for being annoyed that you wouldn't get up! It was 6:30 and I'd already been up since 4 with her, got to back to sleep at 6, then she woke half an hour later. You have to get up at 7, and I would have appreciated 30mins to gather myself. You saying "I've been awake since 5, I need to sleep" did not go down well. If you've been awake since 5 you could have taken over from me.

Jenny, I'm impressed you can walk with your walker but it's all going too fast!

Mothers of twins, you have my respect! I have my friends baby for the afternoon (only 2 weeks apart in age) and it's hard! But she's a wee darling.

 

[Ozzieshunni]

How I feel right now:

 

[StarlitHome]

Neighbor across the hall - holy SHIT sistah you lucky you no wake my baby wit your screaming and yelling. JEEZ.

Never a dull moment around here....

 

[Dragonfly]

why would the hospital ask me for a repeat blood test to do with my liver in a month............

 

[Fergie]

I would say this outloud, by nobody ever listens.

To my family ..

I'm shitting myself. I've to go for an MRI scan of my pancreas, this is after my ultrasound i had at the start of the month. I worked in radiology so I know something is wrong. I'm in constant pain and I look after Boo with no help from any of you. So why do you feel i need to hear that 1) you are ill mum (you are ALWAYS ill) 2) that my sis has an ear infection and is so ill that you have to go and look after her 2 kids ?. There are days i can't eat or drink anything, that i'm in so much pain that i can barely lift my head off the pillow. It's been so bad that my darling OH took 2 days off work last week to look after me and Boo, and i don't know what i'd do without my MIL, she is an angel. You have no idea what i live with everyday, and really don't care enough to ask if we need any shopping in or if i need a lift to my hospital appts .. hell you don't even care enough to ask if we need anything for Boo. I don't like ANY of you apart from my wee brother, who cared enough to do my shopping online from bloody Holland so we wouldn't have to take Boo, who was really ill, in to do it. I'm not going to be emotionally blackmailed by any of you, so to put it bluntly .. just F**K off out of our lives.