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[Smiler79]

Oh Natalie I really feel for you. I know there isn't much anyone can say to take away the sadness and the pain but we are all here for you.

My recent miscarriage was my second loss although there was a four year gap and a rainbow inbetween. I have the same fear as you though. I think I accepted the first miscarriage as just one of those things ( even though it was devastatibg) as I know it is very common to just have one miscarriage. However now I have had a second 1 I am more worried that there might be something wrong with me.

Let's just keep hoping and being positive that our rainbow babies are waiting for us. I hope your bleeding stops soon so that you can start to heal emotionally and start to try and look forward again x X X X

 

[Nataliek]

Hi Smiler, I feel the same way. The first one was extremely difficult but like you I was able to move forward with the hope that it would just only be a one time experience. Now this. I don't understand what is wrong and that's the hardest thing for me to accept. I think once the bleeding stops and we meet with the fertility specialist I will feel better, right now this is just so fresh, not to mention my hormones need to stabilize.

I really appreciate the support, it helps so much just to write down my feelings. I am having an ultrasound tonight, just to make sure things are moving the way they should be. Follow up with my doctor on Friday afternoon, I hope to have some positive answers. Thanks for listening xo

 

[frozenseas]

Well, I don't know if I am welcome here for right now.
But, in the beginning of August, I lost my first baby, my husband and I were devastated because we knew we were pregnant and were so excited and wanted the baby very much. We had estimated around 8 weeks, and that probably would have been right but I think it stopped developing soon after because the hgc levels were only around 4 or 5 weeks, when I tested it was a couple days before my missed period, about two or three weeks before the miscarriage.
So right after the bleeding stopped we started trying again, and here in Nov. We are about 7 days late and feeling weird sensations, like itchy belly, shortness of breath, ovary (don't know a word to describe it, but it is a weird sensation in both ovaries, that comes and goes like it tingles a bit, but then it goes away), hardening stomach, grumpiness, fatigue, nausea, almost vomiting, and all the other symptoms I had before, this time there were the new ones, like the weird sensations, and the itchy belly. My cycles are like clockwork and generally come anywhere from the 30th-3rd of the month. Meaning like with September I had the period at the beginning of the month, lasted until about the fifth or sixth, October, I got my period around the 29-30th of September and it lasted until like around the 2nd or 3rd of October. This month a no-show. So I am really hopeful, but too scared to test yet.

 

[Nataliek]

Hi @frozenseas, of course you are welcome! I know what you mean about being afraid to test yet. It's almost like if you ignore it, you can't get disappointed. It sounds like you have symptoms, who knows, you may get a pleasant surprise. I will keep my fingers crossed for you!!

 

[Smiler79]

HI Frozen - welcome and good luck for when you do decide to test

NAtalie- how did your scan go? I had t have a scan to confirm my miscarriage so i know how hard it is. As even though you know what they are going to say there is always that little bit of hope that they have got it wrong and everyhting is ok.

As for me. I think we bd'd at teh right time this month so i am now in the 2ww. If i go on my old cycle length on 30 days then AF is due next wed 13th. Think the next week is going to go so slowly. I am feeling slightly nauseas most mornigs and i am absolutely exhausted all the time buyt that could be to do with us all having colds and having our 2.5 yr old in bed with us most nights for the last week!!!!

I know i am probably imagining my symptoms as i want to be pregnant again so badly so guess iwill just have to wait it out for the next week !!!! How is everyone else doing?

 

[Bumblebee24]

Hi all hope we're all keeping well.

@smiler am in the tww too, it's so hard every day seams like a week & like u I just want to be pregnant again so much. Not 100% sure when am going to test. My cycle are 31-33 so due between 14th - 16th. I don't feel any symptoms as such yet but implantation won't have taken place yet. FX for our BFP Hun

Is anyone else due to test soon or noticing any symptoms xx

 

[mel28nicole]

I tested early on Friday and Monday and nothing! Still in the TWW so I don't know why I would test early lol. Testing again on Friday so fingers crossed!

 

[lexieruth23]

Well I've been having some slight syptoms and spotted for about 5 minutes yesterday morning and about 2 last night so im hoping for implantation so will probably test in a week but thinking about testing on friday just because I can't wait lol what do you guys think. Also I just miscarried 5 weeks ago

 

[Bumblebee24]

@mel how many dpo are u huni xx

@lexie ooo sound promising ekk FX

 

[Nataliek]

HI Frozen - welcome and good luck for when you do decide to test

NAtalie- how did your scan go? I had t have a scan to confirm my miscarriage so i know how hard it is. As even though you know what they are going to say there is always that little bit of hope that they have got it wrong and everyhting is ok.

As for me. I think we bd'd at teh right time this month so i am now in the 2ww. If i go on my old cycle length on 30 days then AF is due next wed 13th. Think the next week is going to go so slowly. I am feeling slightly nauseas most mornigs and i am absolutely exhausted all the time buyt that could be to do with us all having colds and having our 2.5 yr old in bed with us most nights for the last week!!!!

I know i am probably imagining my symptoms as i want to be pregnant again so badly so guess iwill just have to wait it out for the next week !!!! How is everyone else doing?

Hi Smiler, my scan was fine. They don't say anything of course, which means they found nothing. I am going back to my doctor this Friday afternoon to go over my bloodwork and scan results. I am feeling MUCH better today, which should be a good sign my hormones are stabilizing. I am hoping to get back in the game in the next couple of weeks.

The 2WW is sooooo hard lol. I always try to distract myself but it doesn't matter what you do, it still drags on. The possiblities are exciting though! I am glad everyone seems to be in better spirits today!

 

[mel28nicole]

If I ovulated the 27th like I thought I did, I'm currently 9dpo. That's just going by my period app. Friday and Saturday will be 2 weeks since we dtd and my AF is due te 12th so we'll see!

 

[Nataliek]

If I ovulated the 27th like I thought I did, I'm currently 9dpo. That's just going by my period app. Friday and Saturday will be 2 weeks since we dtd and my AF is due te 12th so we'll see!

Oh my fingers are crossed for you @Mel28nicole!!!

 

[Smiler79]

Hi mel I think my af is due 13th so will be around same time as you. Going to try and hold of testing early but I am not very patient x X

 

[mel28nicole]

So I looked in the trash and I found the test from Monday and i SWEAR there is a line. I took another test just now to see, of course it's not FMU but I'm hoping there's something there so I can take a pic. Definitely doing my last one Friday morning to see if I get something!

I took apart the test so I could take a pic. On these test, the lines are suppose to be thick. You can see the outter sides on the line. I'm not seeing anything on the one I just took so I'll wait til the morning after it dries.

https://i1347.photobucket.com/albums/p711/Melissa_Garrison/null_zps85eee9e4.jpg

https://i1347.photobucket.com/albums/p711/Melissa_Garrison/null_zps0449d9fd.jpg

 

[Smiler79]

You might be lucky Nicole but I think the manufacturer of most pregnancy tests tell you not to read them after 10 mins because of the risk of evaporation lines.

I really hope it is good news for you though x X

 

[Bumblebee24]

@mel28nicole i defo see a thin line to the far left but have to agree with Smiler. They do say not to go back and read the test after 10 or so minuets for the risk of getting a false positive.
Keep your hopes u though hun only 24hrs ekk ill keep everything crossed for you.

Its really, really dragging this tww am already starting to feel a little worried about how ill react to a BFN or AF arriving, I just so want to be pregnant again.
There are two people in my life right now that are quite close to me and they are pregnant. One girl is due the week before I was and the other a week after. The thought of not being pregnant & seeing them have their babies when I was meant to be having mine is killing me. I keep getting the feeling that I have let people down by not being able to look after my unborn child. I just so want to be a mummy, I no my hubby would be a super dad. We are just so ready to be parents; we have so much love to give. PLEASE RAINBOW BABY STICKY BEAN, we need you in our lives xx

Wow sorry girls went off on one. Good luck ladies for this month surly one of us will get our rainbow baby this month.

 

[ttcmoon]

How you all are doing girls?I could not check this thread for sometime as I was away on last long weekend.Diwali was being celebrated here.
Today is CD9 for me.Went for scan and I have 5 follies around 11/12.They did not grow since CD7 scan.I got another injection today.I am kinda worried looks like my body responds in very slow way.How about others?
Nicole - All the best to you.I hope this is a BFP for you

 

[Nataliek]

Hi @bumblebee, I feel for you. Vent all you want, it's what we are here for. I know how agonizing the wait can be, no one can tell you to be patient because it's just not possible! I feel the same about seeing pregnant ladies, it seems like everywhere I turn someone is pregnant. How many DPO are you?


@TTCmoon, try and stay positive, I know that is hard. Especially when you don't know what's going on in your own body, very frustrating. Hang in there!!!

 

[Bumblebee24]

@nataliek am 6dpo, it's a good job I was temping as I was 100% sure that I didn't O this month but I just Oed really late. No symptons to recall what so over but saying that I doubt implantation has happend yet if we did catch the egg. I got quite abit of cramping twinges etc day of & 1-2 days after O but that's it, think just O pain. I just have to stay so hopeful xx how's things with u Hun, I no ur having a pretty hard time too

 

[mel28nicole]

I'm gonna get a first response tonight and take it in the morning instead of these crappy tests lol. This is gonna be the longest day ever!