Hey everyone! Checking back and catching up. I'll reply to you all below, but in the mean time for old time's sale I'm CD27 haha AF due tomorrow
but not trying, as you know. I AM curious to see if my cycle is on point now since losing weight and my thyroid meds being under control now. The cycle symptoms I got this month seem to show that I'm back to normal, but we shall see. I'd love it if AF comes on time tomorrow and not a week late like usual due to my PCOS. It's weird because it's the ONE time I'm hoping to get AF :/ because as I mentioned that we were going through some stuff, I actually told DH the other day that we should part ways. Don't feel bad, this has been 2 years coming and we kept working on things but they would go right back to normal which is not a great normal for us. This year we did start TTC, but I had been begging him for 3 years since we got married 4 years ago and he kept putting it off. There are a bunch of other things I wont get into, but we are currently just trying to get through the holidays and act normal for our families and all before we decide what to do with our house since both our names are on it. I told him he could have the house and buy my half from me and I would have our dog, since he was always my dog anyways, but he wasn't too thrilled about me taking the dog but I told him he can see him whenever he wants. I would get an apartment in a major city 20 min away which is also closer to my work. I checked with my fertility clinic and luckily they will take me until I am 42, so I have 9 years
I still have a bottle of Metformin, so when I'm ready to try again they will probably just check my blood levels then allow me to take the Metformin. I haven't taken any of it. So yeah, it's been a rough week and I feel awful for him because he is devastated and trying anything he can to win my love back but sadly I just don't feel the same as I did before and I appreciate his efforts and we are getting along, but it's been tough seeing him like this and I hate hurting people. He blames himself for not being more affectionate in the past, so now he is trying everything at once. Anyways, long vent. Just looking forward to the holidays coming up. Hope everyone is doing well
Lady A - Such kind words, thank you! Glad you always get a joyful vibe from me
that is actually how I am in person, so that's too funny. I just always like to have fun and be silly. I already miss working at the haunted hayride and it was always fun getting my makeup done. Luckily everyone else is also missing it, so there have been some hang outs recently. Going to one tomorrow night
don't you worry about delivery! Easier said than done cuz I know I will too hahaha but good to keep busy with books and such
Zoboe - Woops I didn't know that you hadn't announced your baby's arrival yet when I mentioned it, so so sorry! I hadn't fully read everyone's comments yet and I saw quickly that you mentioned going into labor so I thought you had announced it. She is BEAUTIFUL and do I see red hair from mommy?!
love it. Loved reading your birth story and that makes me mad that the woman was so unhelpful at first but glad it all worked out and she got here quick and was able to get her levels under control quickly
her name suits her!
Nix - Thanks and congrats on the job! I had no idea that sex could induce AF. Good to keep in mind haha.
Stella - Thank you! Time is flying for you! Can't believe you're so far along already.
Dream - Thank you! YES the more lbs I shed the better I have been feeling mentally and physically. I have gained a few lbs back, so I'm just crunching back down to strict healthy eating cuz that's just how my body is. Can't deviate much right now. Glad you are doing well with it also and feeling better.
Oh and I did something fun and dyed part of my hair pink lol mainly in the back and underneath. I love it hahaha it's so fun and I'm gonna keep this up. I've never done bright colors before.