Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[Renaendel]

Ready to stop hearing all these people who get their BFP at like 7dpo. It is like their eggs are sprinting for the finish line. Meanwhile I am two days past my period date with a negative on a FRER. 6days earlier my something or other. I am not crampy, nauseous, bleeding, nothing just a little pre period bloat. Just start with the flow or give me a positive test. I had never made it past 13dpo and now my body has just said screw you and not in a good way. I am a weak woman I can't do the three week wait. 16dpo tomorrow...

And my Milaw, who is normally a wonderful person just didn't get why I was so sad durring our last mothers day celebration. I just need a hug.

Ohh and now I just got a card from my mother and father who are out of state, addressed to my cat and they signed it gmom and Gdad. The world is conspiring to make me cry today. I am not this emotional!

 

[Wishing_]

I'm starting to get depressed now! My friend is about to be four months pregnant. She heard her baby's heartbeat two days ago. My brother is thinking about ttc. My sister is engaged.

I'm not pregnant or engaged or moved out. I'm the ugly duckling of the family. If either of my brother or sister gets pregnant I'm going to die. I been trying for almost a year. I would hear my sister talk about it with her now fiancé. They only been dating for 6 months!

Life sucks.

 

[LillyTame]

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH! Been TTC since Jan...not even one damn convincing evap! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!

 

[tamithomas]

Whoopie, my depression is back...UGH. No desire to do anything, I had a glimmer of hope of my old happy self today which felt amazing but it's frustrating that it only takes a simple topic that I dislike to send me back into my corner of what feels like soul loneliness. I love my husband like you wouldn't believe so I'm not literally alone just I feel so down and dark it's annoying. I tried seeking help but everywhere I turn they try to shove pills down my throat which I'm heavily against for moral reasons (no judgement for those who do, more power to you if you think that's what's best for you but I don't believe in drugs being a solution. Tried the drug route once, didn't go so well).

Cherry on the icing is my hubby runs a facebook page where he films recipes and uploads them there. Come to find out a friend of his who is bfp accidentally wants to make my favorite pie for her baby shower. I don't know why but that feels like such a personal blow to my self esteem due to my favorite recipe being used at a baby shower that isn't mine. I just want to be pregnant and depression free, is it too much to ask?

 

[Wishing_]

My last menstrual was on Oct. 11, 2013. If I am pregnant I am about 5 weeks. My belly have been itchy lately. I even put coco butter on it and nothing. There isn't any marks on my belly. Also my nipples have also been hurting. You know the very tip that perks up, that part hurts like crazy and have been hurting for more than a week. I been vomiting and gagging again. I been taking prenatals for almost a month hoping I conceive before I actually make year ttc!

The desire to test but I know I should. UGH!!

 

[Jett55]

I'm with you Lilly been TTC officially since January & ntnp since last year never a hint of a line nothing but stark white negatives.... all these people keep posting about faulty test but I've never had anything. Bright note is there's no hopes up that way just the disappointing af :/

 

[Rain213]

So I have been ttc for 7 months now with no luck. It's frustrating because it seems like everyone around me is having a baby or getting pregnant every 5 minutes, without even trying, and here I am smiling on the outside but feeling a bit hurt on the inside because I wish it were me. I know how bad I sound. I love my family and I'm happy for those who are expecting or just had a baby. I'm just wondering "when will it be my turn?" My partner thinks he is the problem but I'm wondering if it's me and although I want to know, I'm afraid to find out. Each month is like a ball of confusion when I'm having pregnancy symptoms only to be disappointed to find out it's just a false alarm. We have just stopped taking pregnancy tests because each negative just takes a hard toll on us. I just wish a miracle would happen. That is my vent session.

Rain

 

[Lirpa11]

Grrr DH works away weeks at a time and he should be away next week and home the following week when I o. But no! His work is planning on sending him home next week which means he will probably be gone when I o! I hate his work grrrr

 

[Pampas]

Well, this is the first time I can really say I am sad. I fell sad, I fell like crying and not stopping.
Over a year trying, regular periods, bd during the whole cycle just to be sure, taking vitamins, letting nature do her thing.
We had a chemical in June, which was a hard blow but also brought me hope.
Now we went to the doctor and are getting tested, and people keep announcing their pregnancies and having babies, and we are still waiting.
I trust we can do this. We are young, healthy, don't smoke, are active, and love each other very much. But I still feel sad to be here now with no idea of when this is finally going to happen.
This month is the first ever that I don't want to think about ttc just because I feel I can't take it anymore. I am a very positive person and never lose hope. It is just that now I can't really tell myself that it doesn't bother me, because it does.
Of course I know we will keep trying, but I have to take my mind off of it in order to keep myself sane.
Having to wait for the results of the tests will help with that.
So there it is, my first vent/rant/virtual cry to the world.

 

[Wishing_]

Another fucking ​

 

[cntrygrl]

Another fucking ​

Your ticker says you're only 10DPO. Why are you testing so early?

 

[Wishing_]

Another fucking ​

Your ticker says you're only 10DPO. Why are you testing so early?

I thought I would get a because of how I been feeling lately.

 

[cntrygrl]

2 years of TTC I can tell you, you can never rely on your symptoms.

 

[Wishing_]

I've noticed. If I don't conceive by New Years we're going to take a break.It's already getting to me emotionally. I'm just still trying because the hubby doesn't want to stop. He really wants a baby.

 

[Jett55]

And another hardcore partier is pregnant again uggg! I barely drink at all & all these ppl out partying get prego... so what do I have to get drunk every weekend in order to get a baby it seems to do the trick for everyone else!

 

[Wishing_]

I recently found out a friend from high school is 7 months pregnant. I'm upset! I'm happy that one of my TTC buddies finally got a bfp.

 

[JWhit13]

My husband and I are now officially ttc. I haven't ovulated since I came off of my antidepressants. I guess it messed up my cycle. My best friend is 12 weeks pregnant on accident. Today I got a text from her saying that I should just not even try to get pregnant because basically the morning sickness isn't worth it. She doesn't know how messed up my cycle is and she doesn't know how worried I am that I might not be able to get pregnant. But it still hurt because as much as I'm sure morning sickness sucks, I would kill to be in her position because it means I would be pregnant.

 

[Wishing_]

My husband and I are now officially ttc. I haven't ovulated since I came off of my antidepressants. I guess it messed up my cycle. My best friend is 12 weeks pregnant on accident. Today I got a text from her saying that I should just not even try to get pregnant because basically the morning sickness isn't worth it. She doesn't know how messed up my cycle is and she doesn't know how worried I am that I might not be able to get pregnant. But it still hurt because as much as I'm sure morning sickness sucks, I would kill to be in her position because it means I would be pregnant.

I read if you take prenatals before ot while TTC it would help out throughout the pregnancy and the morning sickness won't be as bad.

 

[BabyPrayers21]

Morning Ladies, hope you don't mind me joining in. I need to vent this morning.
The entire week before today I thought for sure this was going to be our month. I thought we got our timing perfect. I was tired, emotional, had for lack of a better way to describe it "cramping", was hungry all the time, had back aches etc.. AF was due yesterday and man am i so glad I didn't waste a pregnancy test and decided to wait til AF was really late. Well the showed up this morning. I was so sure she wouldn't show. I'm pissed. I want this so badly like so many others.
Well I guess its on to my next cycle.

to everyone.

 

[JWhit13]

My husband and I are now officially ttc. I haven't ovulated since I came off of my antidepressants. I guess it messed up my cycle. My best friend is 12 weeks pregnant on accident. Today I got a text from her saying that I should just not even try to get pregnant because basically the morning sickness isn't worth it. She doesn't know how messed up my cycle is and she doesn't know how worried I am that I might not be able to get pregnant. But it still hurt because as much as I'm sure morning sickness sucks, I would kill to be in her position because it means I would be pregnant.

I read if you take prenatals before ot while TTC it would help out throughout the pregnancy and the morning sickness won't be as bad.

I heard the same! Started them about two weeks ago