Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[Jett55]

Ug posted pics on fb for a friend go to make sure they posted & Baaam another bfp blasted accross my newsfeed just when I thought I was having a good day ... not to mention I swear hpt commercials are torturing me I already know af is coming No I'm not testing stop with the commercials :/

 

[Wishing_]

Everyone keeps asking how is my friend and if she had the baby yet. Before I can answer I need to know which out of the 5 are they talking about.

This sucks. Why can't I be one that people ask other people how me and my bundle of joy is doing?!

 

[Jett55]

Another month of failure oh AF how nice of you to show up even when I expected it still kills me

 

[crayons]

Such high hopes for this month....but I'm fairly certain we missed it. BD on Saturday and Sunday, expecting to O. Nope. Then our schedules went completely opposite the rest of the week. I think I actually O'd today (cramps, nausea) which is unusually late and I'm out of town for two days. Damn...

 

[Wishing_]

Some times joining threads and hearing other females getting a BFP hurts. I'm happy they finally succeed but I'm still here struggling.

My hopes were so high. Now I'm just waiting for January to end so we can stop trying. Maybe we aren't meant to be parents yet. I don't know how he stays so positive. I'm the one who does research on everything and when I talk to him about it he gets so confused were it makes me mad and think I'm the only one trying to have a baby.

I'm ranting like crazy. I'm not sure if what I wrote made any sense at all! Lol

 

[tamithomas]

AF cramps are in full gear, AF due in 24 hours. FML. Will probably be another childless Christmas. I just wanna crawl into a hole and not come out.

 

[Jett55]

I'm with ya Tami on crawling into a hole :/ Dh tries so hard to cheer me up but he just doesn't get it & it no longer helps. Never thought the time would come where I dread holidays. Not excited for thanksgiving or Christmas all I see is sore reminders of having no children.

 

[Aloren24]

Think I'm out wiped this morning and saw pinkish brownish spots. AF due anywhere tomorrow-Wednesday

 

[Lazydaisys]

Same rant as tammi xxxxx

 

[Wishing_]

I'm throwing in the towel. A old friend, one who tried ruining my relationship & broke my ipod, is pregnant. 3 weeks behind my friend who's now her friend. I know for a fact she wasn't trying for a baby because she told me she doesn't want a kid at the moment because she already has a daughter & her life is messed up thanks to her abusive bf who change thanks to me & the hubby.

I might just take a break and start trying again in the summer or something.

 

[Jett55]

Gah why do people find it necessary to tag others in their picks of bfp hpts seriously I don't wanna see that crap on my news feed :/... bought a bottle of wine to drown my af sorrows in I don't normally drink but I'm just sooo done with ttc it can suck my nonexistent dick along with af. I don't even think I have time to ttc in December.

 

[Wishing_]

Amen Jett55. This is a time where I wish I drink so I can get tipsy!

 

[tamithomas]

I know I seem to be in here a lot but doesn't seem to have any ups these days. But once again, my Mom had to reschedule what was supposed to be her visit this month to December and once again she's coming on the same damn weekend as O. So that most likely means, no miracle bfp for Christmas. So done with this..so so SO done. Screw bfp's, screw ttc, screw even the thought of having children, so fed up with this feeling of dread. Why does it have to be so bloody hard?!?!? All of this timing and the window of opportunity not even being that big for what feels like a century in between each time we can try. And she can't reschedule because heaven knows when the next time they'll be able to come.

Not helping cramps have settled in so hormones are probably not helping my mood right now. Just gimme a tub of ice cream and infinity access to tim horton's ice caps.

 

[madtowngirl]

AF arrived late YET AGAIN, giving me false hope, which I fell for YET AGAIN. And of course DH has no sympathy for me while I'm bawling my eyes out. to add insult to injury, I'm going to get to be dealing with horrible cramps on Thanksgiving Day while my in-laws will be cooing over my nephews.

My cycles are now irregular, too. Variance of 8 days. Just great. I feel like I'm never going to be a mother.

 

[mindylou]

once again, my Mom had to reschedule what was supposed to be her visit this month to December and once again she's coming on the same damn weekend as O

Just run an "errand" real quick together if you catch my drift

 

[supersherwolf]

DH refuses to dtd 6 days in a row to maximize our chances. He says he physically cannot go at it 6 days in a row.
Anybody else have this problem ?

 

[Wishing_]

DH refuses to dtd 6 days in a row to maximize our chances. He says he physically cannot go at it 6 days in a row.
Anybody else have this problem ?

I'm probably on the same boat! Let's see what he says, lol.

 

[tamithomas]

DH refuses to dtd 6 days in a row to maximize our chances. He says he physically cannot go at it 6 days in a row.
Anybody else have this problem ?

I'm lucky if I get twice because of medical reasons It's out of his control but very frustrating.

 

[Xenonymph]

.....Family know I've been TTC for a year now.....sis in law txts me her stupid 12 week scan pic....girly wine night planned with friend...only for her to drop the bomb that she's now f'ing pregnant!!!!

Horrid week....on 2ww at the mo, so don't feel right drowning it out with wine...but I really want to!!!!

Not looking forward to family Xmas holiday surrounded by my young nephews, neice and pregnant sister in law

 

[VirgoWife]

I'm ovulating Nov 27-Dec 1...We have been trying only a few months, but somehow I thought it would happen right away. I am getting nervous...

PLEASE UNIVERSE LET IT HAPPEN THIS WEEK!!!!