Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[VP1228]

I am praying so much I think my annoying God! I need my right ovary to ovulate even though it has some scar tissue on it. I just want to get pregnant naturally without iui or IVF. My mistakes has cost me my fertility and dream to be a mother.

 

[Jett55]

my mistakes have cost me a lot because I was hospitalized over a year ago because of drugs in college I was really dumb I was denied health insurance :/ I keep praying for a breakthrough but almost feel like Gods not listening to me. I can't get passed the fact He's giving everyone else babies soo why can't He give me one is it really that much to ask for? Idk what to do can't go to a doc cuz of no insurance feel soo lost & confused

 

[VP1228]

I have the reason for why I haven't gotten pregnant and its my own fault. My doctor is afraid to remove the scar tissue off my ovaries and unattach my uterus from my bladder. The scar tissue is from pelvic infections

 

[Jett55]

I just hate that I have noo idea of why I haven't got preg yet

 

[oneKnight]

I just hate that I have noo idea of why I haven't got preg yet

Me too.
On the one hand, I was glad that my HSG came out clear tubes, and that rules out some big problems, but I still don't have an actual answer yet!!

 

[Jett55]

I don't have one & no idea when I will I just hope its nothing & I'm psyching myself out but until I can go to a doc I'm s.o.l

 

[HBGirl]

Well, just got a text from a friend who is pregnant with her second mistake. She and her husband live below the bread line in a one bedroom apartment with their one year old. I admit, I cried.

 

[AlyCon]

Omg wow, so this couple has one son already and then had to get IVF to conceive again. Now they're expecting twins and.. Just read it for yourself! I'm beyond pissed off right now!

https://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/3141819

 

[VP1228]

Omg wow, so this couple has one son already and then had to get IVF to conceive again. Now they're expecting twins and.. Just read it for yourself! I'm beyond pissed off right now!

https://m.huffpost.com/us/entry/3141819

I stopped reading when it came to they started wishing the twins away. At least they can have kids period. It is not going to kill them to have 2 kids at once. Ugh ignorant damn people they tried on their own and it didnt work then IVF works and their mad about having twins I'm pissed too

 

[tamithomas]

Af is still missing. It's so not fair to see everyone get bfp around me, especially the young and stupid ones yet here I am...house fully paid off, own our own car, lots of love, financially stable yet af is a gamble as to sometimes it's on time and other months it's late. Wtf mother nature. Do I have to start drinking and drugs again after 5 years of sobriety just to get pregnant? Seems like it works for everyone else.

 

[MacNYellow]

Thank god for this thread.... I am feeling so hopeless today. I had some teaser lines on my FRER's 9 and 10 dpo, and now at 11dpo they are completely gone. And my temp has now dropped for two days and so AF is most certainly on her way. I had my first IUI (medicated) and I was really hoping it would work. I've gained so much weight on all these drugs and with the stress and depression that Im feeling crappy not only because I can't seem to conceive but Im getting FAT AGAIN after loosing 120 pounds. Ive gained 25-30 after starting these drugs a few months ago... that's a LOT. I just keep feeling like this is never ever going to work. People with more severe fertility problems around me have gotten pregnant with much less intervention and quicker than I. I just don't understand why...

This is my first time on progesterone too and I know I was warned that they mimic pregnancy symptoms but there were SO many this time that I was convinced it worked. Especially with those extremely faint lines on the FRERs. I never ever have sore boobs and they are killing me now. I guess it just means I'll know not to let myself get excited next month.

And what the hell is up with people asking me constantly when we are going to start a family!? Eff you guys... seriously. I wish they knew what we were going through right now. Its so irritating.

 

[tamithomas]

I could punch a wall I'm so mad. The couple I previously talked about getting bfp first month after an ecto yet the boyfriend had been vagina jumping for 10 years previously? The girlfriend is about 5-6 months and yet is looking to be a bicycle. Talk about selfish! Last thing she needs is to go on a bike, lose balance on it, possibly land stomach first and there goes the baby. Selfish cow. Same thing happens when I rage because I live in front of the main bike path of the city and I'll sometimes see women about to go into labour any week doing rollerblading. Ugh again...selfish cows.

 

[Jett55]

I could punch a wall I'm so mad. The couple I previously talked about getting bfp first month after an ecto yet the boyfriend had been vagina jumping for 10 years previously? The girlfriend is about 5-6 months and yet is looking to be a bicycle. Talk about selfish! Last thing she needs is to go on a bike, lose balance on it, possibly land stomach first and there goes the baby. Selfish cow. Same thing happens when I rage because I live in front of the main bike path of the city and I'll sometimes see women about to go into labour any week doing rollerblading. Ugh again...selfish cows.

Your post literally made my day I thought I was the only one to refer to careless prego women as selfish cows this girl I know who is 10 weeks prego & she's super overweight (nothing against bein bigger but when u do nothing to help it its irritating)doesn't eat healthy at all would smokes cigs & would drink all the time soo mad how & why the eff is someone soo careless prego...kinda funny cuz when I saw her pray for me & the baby post on fb I yelled shut the f*** up u stupid cow :/

 

[VP1228]

I am growing more and more pissed that my doctor did not make an attempt to remove the damn scar tissue off my freaking ovaries! I just want to try to get pregnant on my own. I feel like cancelling the appointment for the fertility specialist and just get a RE to remove the scar tissue.

 

[Limm]

My husband has always said before that he'd never really consider the chances of me being pregnant unless I was throwing up, not just feeling queasy.

The past two days I have had a random stuffy nose, felt really wiped out and I just threw up my dinner. His response? "You're probably just ill."

Great way to make me feel stupid for hoping.

 

[VP1228]

My husband has always said before that he'd never really consider the chances of me being pregnant unless I was throwing up, not just feeling queasy.

The past two days I have had a random stuffy nose, felt really wiped out and I just threw up my dinner. His response? "You're probably just ill."

Great way to make me feel stupid for hoping.

Thats sucks

 

[tamithomas]

I could punch a wall I'm so mad. The couple I previously talked about getting bfp first month after an ecto yet the boyfriend had been vagina jumping for 10 years previously? The girlfriend is about 5-6 months and yet is looking to be a bicycle. Talk about selfish! Last thing she needs is to go on a bike, lose balance on it, possibly land stomach first and there goes the baby. Selfish cow. Same thing happens when I rage because I live in front of the main bike path of the city and I'll sometimes see women about to go into labour any week doing rollerblading. Ugh again...selfish cows.

Your post literally made my day I thought I was the only one to refer to careless prego women as selfish cows this girl I know who is 10 weeks prego & she's super overweight (nothing against bein bigger but when u do nothing to help it its irritating)doesn't eat healthy at all would smokes cigs & would drink all the time soo mad how & why the eff is someone soo careless prego...kinda funny cuz when I saw her pray for me & the baby post on fb I yelled shut the f*** up u stupid cow :/

lol it trully does suit them perfectly though as a term. It boggles my mind that women would really risk their baby's life just for some excersize. If they want to stay in shape while preggo, do it in a form that does not involve relying your baby's safety on a set of unstable wheels.

 

[tamithomas]

AF finally decided to show and with a vengeance. Couldn't get out of bed for 2 hours because of so much pain ended up to 4 acetominophines before anything started kicking in enough to get out of bed.

To women who have to go to work with AF cramps, you deserve a medal.

 

[VP1228]

I could punch a wall I'm so mad. The couple I previously talked about getting bfp first month after an ecto yet the boyfriend had been vagina jumping for 10 years previously? The girlfriend is about 5-6 months and yet is looking to be a bicycle. Talk about selfish! Last thing she needs is to go on a bike, lose balance on it, possibly land stomach first and there goes the baby. Selfish cow. Same thing happens when I rage because I live in front of the main bike path of the city and I'll sometimes see women about to go into labour any week doing rollerblading. Ugh again...selfish cows.

Your post literally made my day I thought I was the only one to refer to careless prego women as selfish cows this girl I know who is 10 weeks prego & she's super overweight (nothing against bein bigger but when u do nothing to help it its irritating)doesn't eat healthy at all would smokes cigs & would drink all the time soo mad how & why the eff is someone soo careless prego...kinda funny cuz when I saw her pray for me & the baby post on fb I yelled shut the f*** up u stupid cow :/

lol it trully does suit them perfectly though as a term. It boggles my mind that women would really risk their baby's life just for some excersize. If they want to stay in shape while preggo, do it in a form that does not involve relying your baby's safety or a set of unstable wheels.

The women that look like they are about to go into labor may be using the bicycle riding as a way to induce labor. Because I have heard people say that they ate spicy food to induce labor and I thought that was dumb since labor isn't going to happen until the baby is ready to come out and it seems people are forcing the baby to be ready just because they are tired of being pregnant. I really hate that I will probably never experience carrying a baby at all

 

[tamithomas]

The women that look like they are about to go into labor may be using the bicycle riding as a way to induce labor. Because I have heard people say that they ate spicy food to induce labor and I thought that was dumb since labor isn't going to happen until the baby is ready to come out and it seems people are forcing the baby to be ready just because they are tired of being pregnant. I really hate that I will probably never experience carrying a baby at all

Sadly, the ones I've seen in front of my house were rollerblading. Never seen one riding a bike so far, but my "friend's" girlfriend(I should really be saying my DH's friend because he's more friends with him, me it's more out of acquaintance) is the first I hear about. Some preggo womens choices really confuse me.

As you said about the labor thing, no matter how much they try it ain't happening. The baby will come out when it wants to. The only way to induce is via medication at the hospital.