Trying To Conceive #1 Only Vent Thread

[nic18]

Tami that sucks hugs

 

[Miracle79]

I did my first round of clomid and my first and prayerfully only IUI yesterday. I start progesterone today and have to test on the 10th of July. I am hopeful, excited and eager to test. I've been married since 2008 ttc since 2010. It has been a long, stressful, disheartening road but I'm remaining positive because I have nothing to lose.

 

[HBGirl]

So, my "friend" knew I was going to the RS today sends me a message saying "we are keeping the baby. You had better get pregnant soon!". I was sitting in the RS office when that came through. I just burst into tears.

 

[VP1228]

So, my "friend" knew I was going to the RS today sends me a message saying "we are keeping the baby. You had better get pregnant soon!". I was sitting in the RS office when that came through. I just burst into tears.

Wow she really had to say it like that? I mean she could have been a little more sensitive to your feelings. I told my pregnant friend about me going to see a fertility specialist and some other things and all she could say was "maybe you should wait to have kids if you can't afford fertility treatments or just adopt" I cried after that because she is pregnant and didn't have any trouble getting pregnant. So I completely understand how some people are not considerate of other people feelings when they are not the ones going through fertility issues.

 

[HBGirl]

So, my "friend" knew I was going to the RS today sends me a message saying "we are keeping the baby. You had better get pregnant soon!". I was sitting in the RS office when that came through. I just burst into tears.

Wow she really had to say it like that? I mean she could have been a little more sensitive to your feelings. I told my pregnant friend about me going to see a fertility specialist and some other things and all she could say was "maybe you should wait to have kids if you can't afford fertility treatments or just adopt" I cried after that because she is pregnant and didn't have any trouble getting pregnant. So I completely understand how some people are not considerate of other people feelings when they are not the ones going through fertility issues.

Hugs. Some people have no clue.

 

[VP1228]

No they really don't. I have never been pregnant and I have been sexually active for 5 years now. I am so tired of people telling me maybe it's not time. Well guess what a**holes I have scar tissue on my ovaries that can't be removed so there is probably no chance of it ever being time. Then someone to tell me that there is no such thing as ovulation so I told them there is no such thing as "me getting pregnant was an accident"

 

[tamithomas]

VP1228: People who say "if you can't afford ivf or the fertility treatments shouldn't try having a kid" can shove it. I'm sorry but, how many people can dish out 5 to 30 grand before even conceiving a child? None. It's the most hypocritical trend I've seen lately in regards to reasons infertiles supposedly shouldn't have kids. It really proves lack of brain power and thought process on the fertiles parts.

 

[Sam10]

I haven't posted in awhile. Nothing has changed for me. I really wish I could lose weight. I keep thinking maybe if I get in better shape this will be easier for me. I've always been overweight so I have no clue how to lose weight. I had a large cyst removed last year which made me shed pounds after the fact. Now I've gained it all back pretty much. Plus there's this hard lump on the left side of my stomach under my belly button that I'm afraid is something bad. Sigh. I stopped using the opk sticks after a month because I started getting a darker line and then it went away completely before getting darker than the control line. So I still don't even know if I have ever ovulated in my life.

 

[Lazydaisys]

I came on here just to vent. I'm on my 23rd ttc cycles need I say more. I feel so sorry for myself which makes me sad.

I'm annoyed at the way people on this thread have been treated, it's just horrendous.

I got told last week that a lady who had been storing baby clothes for us(I never asked her to) had given them to somebody else as we were taking too long. I don't give a shit about the baby the stuff, I never wanted it. I just want a baby. I will never forget her insensitivity.

Going to have pelvic scan and sitting next to a teenager who was laughing about getting pregnant, not knowing who the father was and whether she should keep it. Her friend told she should as shed get a flat given to her and loads of benefits! Nice one.. X

 

[tamithomas]

I got told last week that a lady who had been storing baby clothes for us(I never asked her to) had given them to somebody else as we were taking too long. I don't give a shit about the baby the stuff, I never wanted it. I just want a baby. I will never forget her insensitivity.

Woooooooooow...people I swear! That is horrible I'd probably kick them out of my life for that. Sorry someone had to blame you like that.

 

[Florida2]

Have you thought about taking chlomid to get you ovulating?

 

[Lazydaisys]

Are you asking us?? Or is that a vent hee hee

 

[VP1228]

Idk if I had ovulation pain or just pain from trying to ovulate. I just know I had my first period about a week and a half after my lap and I was suppose to ovulate some time over the weekend (I am really guessing since I have no OPKs and temping stressed me out) I didn't have my usual ovulation pain just some unusual pain around my hip just not on my ovary. Anyway I wish the shit would just work and I would not need a fertility specialist, IVF, or any type of treatment.

 

[HBGirl]

I am feeling so down today. I had the horrible taunting pregnancy dream last night. I get my progesterone results today and I don't know what is worrying me more, it all being ok or something being wrong.

 

[Pirate]

I'm feeling sorry for myself today. AF showed yesterday morning (4 days earlier than I expected) after having a ton of pregnancy symptoms. I had a mini meltdown poor DH!). Then we got in the car and drove 2.5 hours to my parents house for a get together with my Godparents. My nephew and nieces were there, all three of which were very unplanned and my youngest niece is just one month old. She's beautiful and perfect, but the whole time I was holding her I was also holding back tears because I want one of my own. Then my nephew's father, who is a real piece of work (and I don't mean that in a positive way) started asking when we were going to have kids. Luckily DH was sitting beside me and knew this had the potential to be very explosive if I responded so he changed the topic to the new Xbox. I just feel really horrible that I'm jealous of a baby.

 

[HBGirl]

I'm feeling sorry for myself today. AF showed yesterday morning (4 days earlier than I expected) after having a ton of pregnancy symptoms. I had a mini meltdown poor DH!). Then we got in the car and drove 2.5 hours to my parents house for a get together with my Godparents. My nephew and nieces were there, all three of which were very unplanned and my youngest niece is just one month old. She's beautiful and perfect, but the whole time I was holding her I was also holding back tears because I want one of my own. Then my nephew's father, who is a real piece of work (and I don't mean that in a positive way) started asking when we were going to have kids. Luckily DH was sitting beside me and knew this had the potential to be very explosive if I responded so he changed the topic to the new Xbox. I just feel really horrible that I'm jealous of a baby.

Hugs. I know the feeling.

 

[VP1228]

I'm feeling sorry for myself today. AF showed yesterday morning (4 days earlier than I expected) after having a ton of pregnancy symptoms. I had a mini meltdown poor DH!). Then we got in the car and drove 2.5 hours to my parents house for a get together with my Godparents. My nephew and nieces were there, all three of which were very unplanned and my youngest niece is just one month old. She's beautiful and perfect, but the whole time I was holding her I was also holding back tears because I want one of my own. Then my nephew's father, who is a real piece of work (and I don't mean that in a positive way) started asking when we were going to have kids. Luckily DH was sitting beside me and knew this had the potential to be very explosive if I responded so he changed the topic to the new Xbox. I just feel really horrible that I'm jealous of a baby.

Don't feel bad because I feel that way all the time. Just looking at babies and pregnant people makes me upset.

 

[Lazydaisys]

Same here on the holding baby front. I don't like holding babies any more

 

[Pirate]

Thanks for making me feel better, ladies! It's really nice to know that I'm not the only one! I was totally ready for the physical and academic aspects of getting pregnant, but I guess I was completely unprepared for the emotional part.

 

[VP1228]

I just found out my friend is having a girl. I thought I would be fairly upset that she is having a girl but I am okay with her having a baby now since I know it may take a long time for me to conceive if I can. I can just buy all the baby stuff that I want for my own baby for her baby. At least I can imagine I am buying the stuff for my baby. It won't be the exact stuff I want since I may have a baby one day but it will make me feel better to buy baby things instead of watching other people. I know I sound like a baby maniac. I am trying to rely on God's will and just be patient and see what the fertility specialist says.