ttc#1 new looking for buddy!

[MH5280]

I get in my head too much too and think it's just not gonna happen, I try not to but I can't help it.

It's awful! I can't help it either!! Thankfully you already have a child, I'd think that'd be helpful! You know it CAN happen!

 

[Luckybug]

I'm on full on obsessive mode now. Husband and I are going to take a rock climbing class on Wednesday to help me get my mind off of it all. In the mean time, researching things that aid in implantation.

B6 is another good one!

Anyone else got any other secrets? :3

 

[MH5280]

Pumpkin seeds and edemame are supposed to be high is omegas, which help make CF! I've hate a lot of those this time! I think that's part of why in still having a lot of CF! So that helps the little spermies get to here they need to be!

 

[Luckybug]

Does it help with pH? I want like... the best CF ever. If I have to eat a million pumpkin seeds I'll do it! I have plenty of it as long as we do some heavy petting, so I don't think I need preseed just yet.

I also need to find a good balance with hydration. Water alone never seems to keep me hydrated. I'm a diet soda junkie and I had the worst withdrawals and headaches when I went off them a few months ago. I don't like all the sugar in gatorade or pedialite. Someone mentioned coconut water has a lot of electrolytes, so maybe I'll see if I like that.

 

[Luckybug]

I think a lot of my problem is I just don't like salty foods! Yuck.

 

[MH5280]

I'm not sure about pH... I just read a quick blurp and went and got a big bag! I ate them every day!

 

[TTTTina]

Yeah, I know it can happen, I'm just worried I have secondary infertility...or whatever they call it lol. The preseed use has been going well. Had a lot of watery cm that made me think i was peeing my pants lol so we didn't use any preseed last night, hopefully that wasn't a mistake. I looooove pumpkin seeds!!!! I eat them quite regularly lol

 

[Jules8]

Hey everyone! I am pretty sure I ovulated on Friday, I never got a full blown positive OPK but I had a temp drop, lots of stretchy cm, and O pains. I am going to continue to test but sticking myself in the tww. I tried to keep busy over the weekend, we decorated the house for Halloween yesterday then today helped my friend get some stuff done for her trip to Disney.
Lucky bug- Sorry AF came, but at least your not sitting around just waiting to start. Coconut water is good! They have a carbonated one at my grocery store that is delicious!
TTTina- Have you mentioned to your obgyn that your ttc? I told mine and she ordered blood work to check all my hormone levels and stuff like that. They are watching one of my hormone levels..she said it was slightly low so I have to go back soon to check it again. She said it wouldn't affect our fertility and made me feel a little better.

 

[TTTTina]

I dont have an obgyn that i see, i did tell my doctor I'm ttc and they didn't want to order any blood work, she said if it don't happen for us in 6 months then to come in and they'll check stuff. Well hopefully this cycle is the one and i won't need to worry that there is something wrong with me!!!

 

[Luckybug]

Aunt flo hasn't came, it turns out. Turns out I'm just spotting. Have to wait until I'm two weeks late before my dr will do anything about it.

The thought of having a chemical and not just passing it is killing me. I just want to start my next cycle so I can get on with my life and not be so upset about it all. I mean, you just don't have positive pregnancy tests three days in a row. The longer it takes for my AF to start the more upset and emotional I get, and it's so hard to be optimistic now. I feel undoubtedly like I'm loosing my mind and control over my body. Or maybe I'm just disillusioned to the fact I never really had any control.

Oh, and my boobs hurt.

 

[Jules8]

TTTina- My fingers are crossed for you to get that bfp and won't have to go back for bloodwork! I went in for my yearly and mentioned getting my thryroid checked, we talked about ttc so she said I miles well get it all checked if I had to get blood drawn anyway. I told her we have been ntnp for a few years so she gave a me a referral to a fertility specialist as well just in case we need it. My husband and I agreed if we don't get pregnant by January we will just go to see what we should do.

Luckybug- I am so sorry this has been such a confusing cycle for you! I really hope you get some answers and feel better. TTC looks like so much fun because you see everyone having perfect pregnancies...it is way more difficult and stressful than I ever imagined!! But no matter how hard it get's do not give up hope.. you WILL get a sticky bean and you will be so happy that none of the hard stuff will matter any more.

 

[Luckybug]

Shark week! Finally!

 

[MH5280]

Luckybug- you crack me up!! Haha!!

My ticker today says "twinges are most common today".... I assumed I had gas but now that I saw that I'm like "wait! I think that was a sharp pain!?!" Am I getting in my head?! Probably! But it's a good thought!

 

[Luckybug]

I think that's a good sign!

Ahhhh!!! I'm excited for you. I hope you hatched an egg.

 

[MH5280]

Eeeek!! I hope soooo!!! Ugh! Ok I don't wanna get too excited though!!

 

[Luckybug]

Yeah, definitely don't be like me and test and test and worry. I know there's no way that I wouldn't have known something was going on with how I felt, but it might have gone better if I hadn't been so crazy about it!

Hopefully it'll be your month, and I'll catch one shortly after as long as my cycle goes back to normal quickly.

 

[TTTTina]

Luckybug im sorry the which showed up .

Thank you jules! We all just need to get our bfp right now.....or at least this cycle, lol!!!!!

I went to this thing sunday night called real fear, and I thought it was kind of like walking thru a haunted house, but it was different. Me and my friends has to sign a waiver saying that no matter what happened they werent liable and we couldnt sue if we got hurt or anything, and put our finger prints on it. They were allowed to touch us, and be kind of violent to us but we couldn't touch them, and they basically tested phobias mostly it was, confined spaces, tied up, suffocation, drowning and pain......all in all it was fun, but scary and also intense. They did have a safe word you can say if you were done and wanted out. They were actually really nice for what they did to you. I wanna volunteer there next year. Haha, just something I thought I'd share lol.

 

[Luckybug]

I do not do good with confined spaces. I would have accidentally hurt them... haha

 

[Luckybug]

Weirdest witch I've ever had. TMI- Lots of clots and tissue, and I've never had this before. Bleeding through everything. Went to bed on a white sheet woke up on a japanese flag. More watery than normal.

Cussing everything today. Started a paleo diet because I think the diet I was on before was too acidic maybe? (see food and eat it diet) So now I'm hungry and hormonal. I will adjust, I will also be hangry (hungry angry). Oi.

In other news, my puppy baby has been way more clingy than normal. She's also not much of a cuddler, but has been all over me. Not typical for her, maybe she knows I'm sad, or she knows that I will give her lots of treats for being so good to mommy and she's a fatty? Probably the latter. Love my fat lil' heifer.

Work has been really stressful too, I love my job, but not the stress. I feel like sometimes I'm king of the idiots, but that also means I'm an idiot. It's so hard to find a good equilibrium with work and life and husband. Hubs has been bringing me lunch every day, and giving me pep talks, telling me how amazing I am, and talking me down from quitting my job. He wakes up when I get home from work and asks me how my day was. Cuddles me then catches a few more hours until he has to leave. I don't think I could ask for a better man, I don't think there was a better one born for me. I don't even want to guess the amount of stress he's going through right now worrying about me, listening to me whine about work and worry about having a baby.

He never complains though, he does it with a smile. Why can't I be as strong as he is always?

 

[MH5280]

Luckybug- sounds like your body is definitely flushing something out. It sounds like you have an amazing support system, which is exactly what you need!! That's awesome! Hopefully the wicked witch will pass soon!