Hello lovelies x
Echoing what
Pippi said re: your tests
Barnie. I hate the way the medical profession seemingly keeps this bloody veil of mystery over everything, until you get suitably wound up enough to table thump and demand to be heard/seen/explained to. Is it that, or do they just not have the time/inclination to explain properly to everyone except those who shout loudest? It's not right. Knowing this is what it can be like is partly the reason i've never dipped my toe in the water of medical help with ttc. I know i'd get wound up to the point of burtsting! I do hope you get your answers soon
Barnie and
Garfie andall who are waiting on tests or answers from the guys + girls in white coats.
Pippi - you will get there hun. Either preg, or more relaxed about ttc while the ability lasts or to the point where it's not the be all of everything anymore. At the mo you sound like me about a year ago i guess. Weaning yourself off the obsessive stuff. It's such a slow process though isnt it? I just want to get up one morning and think - ahh, today is the day when i dont care about having a baby any more! lol. But that day hasn't come yet.
:wave: @
Pussycat,
Bigger,
Spoomie,
Maxi,
PDMCD and all.
Nise - Good luck for this weekend (although you don't need it
) with the group get together with LG. Thank goodness you dont have to do the awful long driving any more. That must have been a killer!
AFM- yep, kids back at school, college and work! How old does saying that make me feel, lol. My eldest will be
20, yes,
TWENTY years old this Saturday. OMG. So proud of her though. She's a lovely young lady. Confident and caring. Beautiful too. (like her mother! Ha ha, i've got to say it in case no one else does
)
DPO5 here. Temps where they usually are. These last couple of weeks it's really sunk in that it's 99.9999999999% likely i'm not going to get pregnant again. Ever. I should probably stop with the temping. At the moment i think stopping the little bit of proper TTC i'm doing would feel like a bereavement in itself. Does that make any sense?? It's such a habit now. Like cleaning my teeth. I'd feel i was waving goodbye to that hazy longed for image of DH and i having a child between us
Sometimes i think i'm imagining that i was actually preg with his child and we nearly did actually achieve that dream. We were so so happy for those months. sigh.
Enough rambling and wallowing! Thank you all for being here. It helps to vent.