Goodmorning wonderful ladies,
It is hot and windy here in the Bahamas with clear sky and I still hate the heat
. or maybe I am getting fed up with country.
Mistyy losing my baby was one of the worst times in my life and it still affects me up to this day. I had sue the hospital who acknowledge that there was indeed a mistake because the doctor in question had used the baby to teach interns....so I guess I paid them to use him as a lab rat. He was born at a private hospital and a slight blockage in his intestine which meant to only widen his anus to allow what was blocking it to flow out. Every day I think I contributed to his death by signing those papers for him to get it done. It is really sad to come home to an empty house, with all the baby stuff that you took with you home, have leaking breast and no baby to feed. It is now 12 years and it still comes like it was yesterday and to add insults they only gave me his legs, spinal cord, head and two arms to bury because they were already cutting him up. I spent over 19K during that pregnacy, cash not insurance but cash. The Bahamian government has threaten to revoke my mom citizen and my PR, I did not mind them taking my PR but my mom was another matter so we drop the law suit and I went to Europe to live for awhile, maybe that is why I complain about everything here, still angry about the injustice. Anyway on to happier note.
I was born in Jamaica where the people still believe in natural medicine and women are having babies right up to 59, they believes in cleaning a female inside after birth and for the woman to remain in bed for 9 days after giving birth. Cornmeal is a wonderful thing to drink because it does so many things. Its given to babies and in Jamaica you can always tell a cornmeal babies compare to another baby who is on formula (Usain Bolt - Cornmeal baby), they drink beets juice, carrot juice, breadfruit leaves tea, sorral drink etc. I cannot run cause I am a formula baby :-0.
pIppi, It will happen for you again, I always say that if you can get pregnant you will get pregnant immediately again? Do you drink Guiness? welll there is a drink that is made in my country and it is tasty with it, this is what I gave my first BF and walla baby was on the way..current parttime friend does not drink or he would have gotten it and he is set in his ways cant change him for nothinng. Well give you the receipe if you are ever interested. FX for you.
Biggerfamily, I wish you all the best with the IUI, also if you love to travel there is a clinic in Jamaica and Barbados or Trinidad that is boosting of success of almost 100%, think of the wonderful time you would have there and they are very cheap as well...I am planning on heading there maybe the earlier part of next year if Gods willing.
AFM: Wanted to see a line so bad, I took both a menopausal and pregnancy test and both comes back negative. Four more days and I will be CD40, I thinks something should give by now either AF or a positive. Woke this morning to the feeling like AF was on her way but again nothing and the ache is now gone, the mild tingling in the breast is also gone I wish I know what is happening with my body. Tomarrow I will head to the doctor and see if maybe he has an idea or do some blood workds but something and if AF still does not come Aloe Vera here I come (drink Aloe Vera to bring on AF).
So ladies enjoy your Sunday evening and if there is anything you want to know about the Bahamas or Jamaica I would be more than happy to provide the information for you.
It's NOT FAIR 
I am so sorry love. Cry it out. No good keeping a brave face on. Hugs for your hubby too. When you feel stronger you can look ahead again 
I must grow up, I must grow up, I must grow up! 
Grrrr. x
so so sorry for your sad loss I like many others on this thread cannot imagine what you must have gone through BIG 
and my friend Fertility has got me testing on the 5th so not long now
