ttc after a d&c

[mommylov]

im back soz, i was on my treadmil and then had lunch xx
how u today. yeah maybe u do Ov late hon, lots o people do , im not sure on the short LP , angel was saing she was gonna look it up, maybe she might have some info for u
im thinkin if scan is bad news tues, im gonna take a yr out, i dont think i can keep this up too much longer its wrecking my head today again i know i should just be gratefull but im so nervous now .

Awww dont think like that Laura, Happy thoughts !!! Your scan is going to turn out to be great ! No sense in talking about waiting when its not going to happen You are going to be spending next xmas with your lo!!!! I know that its nerve wracking because this is about the time you found out bad news with lile but really, its going to be fine. Sooo many woman went through what we went through and went on to have healthy an dyou are going to be one of them! hang tight babe! xoxo

Jen, thanks! That really helps! I think you ladies are right. This month Im not going to make the same mistake I made last month and stop. We bd last night but it wasnt like Monday. I am going to go to the store tonight and get preseed.. cant hurt, right?

Did you ladies use preseed? I didnt use anything the first time and it happened right away. I feel like I am having to do so much more now post op.

 

[lilesMom]

thanks hon, xxxxxxxx
i didnt use preseed, i said id give myself a month r 2 with nothing and then if it didnt work i woluld do everything keeping my fx for u sweetie xxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

Laura love his films also. Ill have to put it in my que for when it releases. treadmill i give u credit. I wish i had someone to make me a healthy meal. I am determined to believe itll make me feel better but i dont want to move from bed. Im lazy. I was having so serious pain when i stood up to use the bathroom. I never had a thump like that before. So at same time i rubbed my stomach and told baby to please stay and grow. Now im back in bed. I woke up with a bad thought but now that im awake the normal pregnancy symptoms are back. Nausea headache exhaustion etc. Ill take em. Makes me feel safe. I just dont know what that painful drop i felt was. What do u ladies eat when u dont feel like cooking? Bethany i wish i took ur advice with freezing already cooked meals to heat up. Kickin myself for not.

i nearly missed this cos its on the end of the page xx
im only walkin on it and i had to push myself but once on i was fin e, i felt too good this morn but i didnt eat for a bit and my nausea came back and i was happier, how pathetic am i, doh
i got really sharp pains sometimes too when i sneezed and stuff but i know its normal. id love someone to wiep my brain of negative things and let me enjoy being preg xx im sur eu do too hon x
on the food how bout cereal, its my fool proof thing, so long as u have milk, highest in fibre is d best fruit?
r noodles r spag r 2 of my lazy faves.
i had mc donalds milk shake yest and a burger , havent had them in months ,m y tummy was so sick last nt. doh.
ive been rubbing my tummy and ordering it to grow too
they better listen im sure they will xx

 

[lilesMom]

thnaks amy thats a really lovely thought, xmas with my LO u too chick, tons of time for ur BFp to make that happen, u will be my bump bud before u know it and yes i will still have a bump , god damn it . me and jen xxxxxxxxxx
im cheering up, thanks ye always manage it , love ye xxxx
amy , jen is right stick with opks and keep up the BD so u know if u OV late, most nb is to know when u do obvs xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

amy im an idiot , im after readin ur paragraph to me 3 times cos it makes me smile xxx
smiling is good xxx thanks

 

[mommylov]

thanks hon, xxxxxxxx
i didnt use preseed, i said id give myself a month r 2 with nothing and then if it didnt work i woluld do everything keeping my fx for u sweetie xxxxx

I told myself the same thing.. so since it didnt happen last month (Which really was probably my fault) I am looking to use it this month. IF it doesnt happen this month, then Im just going to end it all... jk but I really will look into what else I can do. I dont know why I am not as optimistic this month I was like this the last time I conceived so maybe thats a good thing or maybe I just dont want my hopes up

 

[lilesMom]

yeah amy less pressure might not be a bad thing at all god u gave me a little scare there for a sec ha ha xxxxx

 

[jen435]

Laura love his films also. Ill have to put it in my que for when it releases. treadmill i give u credit. I wish i had someone to make me a healthy meal. I am determined to believe itll make me feel better but i dont want to move from bed. Im lazy. I was having so serious pain when i stood up to use the bathroom. I never had a thump like that before. So at same time i rubbed my stomach and told baby to please stay and grow. Now im back in bed. I woke up with a bad thought but now that im awake the normal pregnancy symptoms are back. Nausea headache exhaustion etc. Ill take em. Makes me feel safe. I just dont know what that painful drop i felt was. What do u ladies eat when u dont feel like cooking? Bethany i wish i took ur advice with freezing already cooked meals to heat up. Kickin myself for not.

 

[mommylov]

thnaks amy thats a really lovely thought, xmas with my LO u too chick, tons of time for ur BFp to make that happen, u will be my bump bud before u know it and yes i will still have a bump , god damn it . me and jen xxxxxxxxxx
im cheering up, thanks ye always manage it , love ye xxxx
amy , jen is right stick with opks and keep up the BD so u know if u OV late, most nb is to know when u do obvs xxxxxxxxxxx

I swear I love you! lol

Dont get down on yourself. My gf that is pg right now that went through the same thing in jan of this year said that the first few appts are not easy. You being worried is only natural but she said with time it does get easier. She just found out that she has gestational diabetes but that too is unfor very common. In the end, you both will be fine

 

[mommylov]

yeah amy less pressure might not be a bad thing at all god u gave me a little scare there for a sec ha ha xxxxx

hah sorry, that was the sarcasm that just kind of suck in there!

 

[lamb27]

yes gerald butler is scrummy i could watch that film all the time...spesh that sexy irish accent

Erm, Gerard Butler is from Paisley, in Scotland, about 10miles from me! How you doing Lamb? Been thinking about you. Looks like we're TTC at the same time. Fxed bump buddies?

Oooh, I might be a bit late in the day, but have just done some retail therapy... Spent just shy of £70 between the Clinique and Benefit counters! Don't tell the hubby! Yeay for pretty make up!

Thank you so much for everyone's warm welcomes to everyone. Much love. Xxx

im doing ok thanks hun..how are you doing?i have good and bad days but to be expected,oooh i know how ey..yeh fxed hun we will be xxxx

 

[lamb27]

It was... I'm ok. Have my moments, but it'll take time really. Sometimes think I'm not ready to TTC again, but I honestly don't know what else will stop me feeling like this. Got a BFN this morning. I know it's supposed to be happy, I can start again, but really I was at a loss because I know it's truly over. Today is sadder than yesterday. Feels like screaming into the wind.

i also feel the same as you hun..ya know where i am if you need to chat xxx

 

[mommylov]

 

[mommylov]

Angel.. I see yoooooouuuu

I assume you are playing catch up

 

[xoxo4angel]

 

[lilesMom]

thnaks amy thats a really lovely thought, xmas with my LO u too chick, tons of time for ur BFp to make that happen, u will be my bump bud before u know it and yes i will still have a bump , god damn it . me and jen xxxxxxxxxx
im cheering up, thanks ye always manage it , love ye xxxx
amy , jen is right stick with opks and keep up the BD so u know if u OV late, most nb is to know when u do obvs xxxxxxxxxxx

I swear I love you! lol

Dont get down on yourself. My gf that is pg right now that went through the same thing in jan of this year said that the first few appts are not easy. You being worried is only natural but she said with time it does get easier. She just found out that she has gestational diabetes but that too is unfor very common. In the end, you both will be fine

thanks hon, my pma is coming back
i just went to do my lotto , thats why i was missing
i keep gettin the 'shower of abundance card' in angel cards, means a win me thinks xxxxxxxxxxx maybe it mean abundance of babies, maybe its triplets for me, faint........
u all r gonna have to move here if it is xxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

wheres our bethany, she hasnt been here all day i think ?????
oh bethany? xx
and natasha enough house fixing come back xxxxxxxxxxx

 

[mommylov]

 

[mommylov]

thnaks amy thats a really lovely thought, xmas with my LO u too chick, tons of time for ur BFp to make that happen, u will be my bump bud before u know it and yes i will still have a bump , god damn it . me and jen xxxxxxxxxx
im cheering up, thanks ye always manage it , love ye xxxx
amy , jen is right stick with opks and keep up the BD so u know if u OV late, most nb is to know when u do obvs xxxxxxxxxxx

I swear I love you! lol

Dont get down on yourself. My gf that is pg right now that went through the same thing in jan of this year said that the first few appts are not easy. You being worried is only natural but she said with time it does get easier. She just found out that she has gestational diabetes but that too is unfor very common. In the end, you both will be fine

thanks hon, my pma is coming back
i just went to do my lotto , thats why i was missing
i keep gettin the 'shower of abundance card' in angel cards, means a win me thinks xxxxxxxxxxx maybe it mean abundance of babies, maybe its triplets for me, faint........
u all r gonna have to move here if it is xxxxx

Ohh yay!!! Thats a GREAT sign!!!!!! I want to come out there! I told DH that if we fall then we obv wont be able to go until the baby is old enough to come with but I would so want to come out and have an international play date! hehehh

 

[mommylov]

wheres our bethany, she hasnt been here all day i think ?????
oh bethany? xx
and natasha enough house fixing come back xxxxxxxxxxx

I know huh! Both of them I think are dealing with homes... Natasha with her house and Bethany with waiting for the apt people to call her back