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Fingers crossed for your surge angel!!

Yeah temps havent spiked yet, thinking im either gonna ovulate really late, or not at all, im so angry with my cousin...

If only you could see the texts she sent me, they are like them kind of texts where bitchy girls say something horrible in such a sweet innocent voice with a smile on their face and a smile and you want to punch them...

And she lives in a pub! Shes messy, she is 25 and has never done her own washing, she gets her mum to take it and bring it back, she doesnt clean, she lets her husky poo everywhere in the flat and wont pick it up til its hard, she cant even look after herself.

Angel have u seen my chart? Its awful lol!!!

Bethany hope youre okay xxx

 

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tash hugs hon xxx
angel fx for +ve opk tomoro, could be delayed cos u were so busy maybe , if it can delay af , i dont see why it cant delay Ov xxxxxx
hi to all., hope ye r good.
i had an angel day today, was so lovely , cant even start to describe it beautifull
nt guys, chat tomor xxxxxxx

 

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Finally a +ve OPK and Peak on my CBFM! It's time!

Hope you ladies are having a good Sunday!

 

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Night Laura!

 

[lilesMom]

woohoo go angel enjoy

 

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Tash ~ If I had to guess, it looks like you could have O'ed on CD20...the drop today wasn't too much. Fx for your temp to rise tomorrow as well! What a yucky environment for a LO. I know it's awful, but let us hope your cousin is just pretending to be pg to get the married guy back. Hope you are doing well today!

 

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Thank you Laura! I told DH we needed "Monday Funday" and "Trashy Tuesday." My hope is by naming the days it'll put less pressure on him! Although I doubt BDing will be a problem...I think he has a touch of "babyitis" after spending 4 days with my 2 year old nephew (and seeing his bestfriend with his newborn). Fx.

 

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aw thats cool, happy baby making chick xxxxxxxxxxx

 

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Happy baby making angel!!

Im bloody giving up this side of christmas i really am.. Im in a foul mood, my body is currently in battle against me and my needs/wants.. F*** it..

My cousin is definitely pregnant...As bad as she is, she knows she would be in f****n trouble if she lied about being pregnant, because it means she at some point would have to have a fake miscarriage, and that would be completely f****n wrong considering i had a real one..

Sorry for all the swearing but im extremely angry right now, as in i can feel my whole body shaking im that mad.. And DH just simply says i take htings to heart, so ive told him to leave me the f*** alone and not speak to me... Mis directed anger i imagine but i dont care, i dont need to be told i take things to heart...

Angel im so glad that you can BD! I love that rabbit ! hehe!

xxx

 

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Natasha, I hope your cousin is just making up the pregnancy too. It just isn't fair when undeserving people get pregnant. And there are undeserving people.

Angel, hell ya to your hubby being accommodating in the bedroom! It is awesome when the men are on board isn't it? They forget their baby hunger quickly though. I swear they are ADD.

Laura, glad you had a good day! I am currently reading a memoir and the girl livin in Ireland. Thinking of you

 

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I actually believe her though i mean shes even told her mum n that n shes said she will announce it at 12 weeks because apparently ... shes learned from my lesson.. She said, oh well im, not going to tell anybody until i m12 weeks cos i mean look what happened to you, you told your family and work and then lost it at 12 weeks..

I was like cheers for reminding me babe glad i could be of help to you *thumbs up*

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Angel, DH is just in the wrong place, he seems to be trying to irritate me with everything, i really think this will be annov ! I hope not cos i wanted to be on the right track of normality before christmas so that next year is a true clean slate.. But no, mother nature wants to torture me this christmas xxx

 

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Angel, i dont know what is happening.. ive had 5 days of ewcm, and another abundance of it today.. ive never had ewcm before and now i think ive got my lifetimes worth all in one cycle xxx

 

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Im beyond disbelief with her.. Silly cow... How thoughtless of her... And i wouldnt wish harm on her baby i really wouldnt, but its like , so , she will probably get a healthy baby out of her first time trying. She has no partner, no money, she has debts up to her ears, she has a dog that is a mean ferocious animal that she refuses to get rid of that she shouldnt have had in the first place. She cant even do her own washing, she lives on takeaways, she sleeps about, shes gonna have to finish work, go on benefits and bring it up on her own, im not saying i hate single parents, my mum was one and she did bloody well, but to purposelly chose to have a baby in that situation ? Yet me , who cant conceive, and if i do, i have miscarriage, i have a partner, a home, both have jobs, i have been independant and lived on my own since 16.. I dont deserve a healthy baby :S

Fuck this logic...xxx

 

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i know but id rather my LO was down here ( What the hell is the big guy is the sky playing at ?? WEll all i can say is my cousin is in for a rude awakening,, shes one of them people that likes to dress babies up in pretty clothes and play with them, but doesnt think about the sleepless nights the endless amounts of clothes they go through, the sick the poo the screaming and crying.. And shes very selfish, shes the kind of person who gets paid and goes and pays to get her hair and nails done and buys loads of clothes before she pays her bills, shes too selfish, how wil she cope when she has to chose between a haircut/colour or her baby? GRR xxx