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[lilesMom]

I dont think so.. I got my + opk on the 17th and its now the 29th so I think thats a little late.

its not really hon, pos opk is a day r 2 before Ov and implantation is 7-10 days after Ov so....... might not be, still fx for u sweetie, im really hope its not that ugly witch xxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[lilesMom]

angel they can get out of vegas , its connecting flight is the prob but they have booked different route so i dont think they have to wait in the airport
fx for u this month sweeetie, may ur tww rush past xxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[mommylov]

hehe thanks Angel, keeping my fingers crossed for you hun!!!!!

I just tried to call my dr and ofcourse they cant see me until friday.. grrr. I also looked into fertility clinics in my area and found one. Just sent them an email in hopes that they can see me sooner. I dont know how that works though... do I go to a fertility clinic until I fall pg and then once Im pg, I got to my reg dr?

 

[xoxo4angel]

 

[mommylov]

I dont think so.. I got my + opk on the 17th and its now the 29th so I think thats a little late.

its not really hon, pos opk is a day r 2 before Ov and implantation is 7-10 days after Ov so....... might not be, still fx for u sweetie, im really hope its not that ugly witch xxxxxxxxxxxx

My 'thank you' button is gone but THANKS Laura. I am getting cramps and weird things happening so Im pretty sure its AF thats coming. I kind of wanted to see the dr before comes just incase they need to so an ultrasound or something. I dont want to wait until after to see what the problem is. I just feel like my window is getting smaller and smaller. I more so want to have my kids soon for our parents too. They arent getting any younger and my parents arent grandparents yet

 

[lilesMom]

aw amy hugs hon, xxx
ive agood feeling about u this month, but u know ur body better than us hon xxxx
fx still for u but if not then u r so right, get the reassurance and help u need to be able to feel secure and relax. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx hope things work out real soon xxxxxxxxx

 

[xoxo4angel]

 

[mommylov]

I just left a voicemail.. told her that we are having some difficulties trying to conceive and feel like we have exahausted all of our at home options and would like to take the next step. I never thought I would have to go through this.

 

[lilesMom]

angel defo for hotel but u may not need it yet.
u too amy. u mgiht never egt to go se eum cos of bfp.xx
and if u do go fro tests remember wil be all worth it for LO xxx

 

[xoxo4angel]

 

[mommylov]

OMG.. that fertility clinic just got back to me... they cant see me until after thanksgiving ... REALLY ??!??!! 11/29 was thier first available. I am starting to feel like everything is just against us having a baby

 

[lilesMom]

might be a blessing in disguise u could get bfp first and not have to pay lots of money xxxxx

 

[mommylov]

might be a blessing in disguise u could get bfp first and not have to pay lots of money xxxxx

I sooo hope so

 

[mommylov]

I poas this morning and it was as white as day... nothing. I have no symptoms at all...

Found out yesterday that my mom has been sick and had to go to the drs and get an IV becasue she was dizzy and sweaty and was vomiting. She was taken out of work until this wed and as of last night she was still on liquids. I give up.

 

[lilesMom]

aw hon xxx
its a florence and machine song but its still right,
its always darkest before the dawn,
my doc told me he thought he knew what was wrong with my liver, pbc , a third of people who have it have to have transplant and its incurable, i thought i would be really sick for a long long time and no ttc for ages, i was so down, but then one by one they turned aorund, xxxx i was despairing too hon, it will get better i promise u xxxx
this is the worst point, things will start to turn aorund and get better now, ur mom is gettin the care she needs and will be better soon.
every day brings u closer to bfp, af now or no af now, u r still one day closer to bfp ,
loves ya hon xxx

 

[lilesMom]

ive gotta go, im goin to visit some family, chat soon, hope ur ok sweetie,
go to OH and get loads of hugs xxxx

 

[mommylov]

Love ya too Laura, and thank you. I know you have hard your fair share obstacles as well as the other girls here. I just dont understand why bad things happen to good people. I feel like Im at the lowest point I have been in a long time. I know that I have moved on and have dealt with the loss but everytime I see that -, it just reminds me that I wont have my baby in Feb. My gf that was pregnant with me just told me that she is going on bed rest for the rest of her pregnancy which is just two months. It kills me that my baby wont be here a month after hers. I know this sounds awful and nothing will ever replace the angel that I loss but I almost feel like me being pregnant and having a healthy LO will somehow heal that wound and that my angel will be in our next lo's...it makes me sound crazy but the idea of it just brings me peace which is why I long for this baby so much.

 

[mommylov]

ive gotta go, im goin to visit some family, chat soon, hope ur ok sweetie,
go to OH and get loads of hugs xxxx

Thanks Doll, sorry to be such a debbie downer. Enjoy your time with your fam!

 

[xoxo4angel]

Amy Sorry to hear about your mom. I second Laura's sentiment...Nov is right around the corner Amy and the FS is pricey! Maybe with that appointment in your back pocket you'll be more relaxed. Relaxation will lead to a BFP and you having to cancel your appointment with the FS! Fx!

 

[mommylov]

Thanks hun, I really do need some answers.. this is killing me. At this rate, I feel like I will never be a mother. Just makes me so sad, here we had this huge house built, have pleanty of money in savings, worked hard to get where we are and now no baby.. kills me.

Just went to the bathroom and when I wiped (So sorry for TMI) I saw a red string of tissue so that tells me AF is on her way. I think its too late for ib.