Hi girls, hope all is well. I miss you! xo
Sorry I've sort of been MIA. I was preparing for my first day of school (which went well) and trying to keep my mind off of things.
Here's my update. I copied from my journal...
I am anxiously awaiting tomorrow morning. OH is going with me, thankfully. I decided to test just to see what my line was like and rule out a chemical. It was much darker than the control, so I know my level has gone up. Just not sure by how much. I am praying they see something in my uterus, not my tube. Obviously, if it's in my tube I will have to get it taken care of. If there's a sac in my uterus though, I am going to push to continue taking meds and see what happens. I know chances are slim if my hcg is still rising so slowly, but I don't want to give up just yet. There's a chance, however small, that things may turn out ok. The scary part will be if they don't see anything (which is likely, as it will still be early - 5w2d - and hcg typically has to be between 1,000-2,000 to show up on ultrasound). Then, I'm not sure what they'll say. There's a chance it could be in my tube and they can't see it yet. If I push to continue meds and I wait too long, I may have it rupture. I guess we'll see what happens tomorrow. I am praying and hoping, but remaining realistic. I need a miracle.
I am feeling a little better this morning, I think it was just the shock of finding out and that every woman who is close to me (except my mum!!!) are all going to have their babies around me but I wont have mine...
