TTC After A Loss... Race for the BFP! - 211 BFP's!!!

[padbrat]

I wonder the same thing... think I will til the day I die.

 

[Embo78]

Pad. I am so sorry. I just can not believe it. How can life be so cruel.

 

[Dazed]

I am so sorry Pad

 

[mrphyemma]

Oh Padbrat, I'm so so sorry my lovely. Life can be so cruel. xx

 

[Fairybabe]

Oh Pad, I feel sick to the bottom of my heart for you. Sending you love and prayers.

Fairy x

 

[Sparkly]

Pad - I'm so sorry for your loss sweetheart

 

[jonnanne3]

Pad, I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers!

 

[CJSG1977]

PAD!!!!!! I am so sorry darlin! Who ever you are up there that lets this happen.... YOU SUCK ASS! I'm here along with everyone else if and when you need us hun.

 

[Megg33k]

Congrats for the updating megg!!!

well i got some of my bloodwork back but i dont know what it means... err here goes
LOL.... h yeah i fasted for 12+ hours before i did it..
Progesterone 0.7 ng/mL
Estradiol 40 pg/mL
Cholesterol 168 Desirable: <200 mg/dL
Triglycerides 114 <150 mg/dL
HDL-Cholesterol 42 >=40 mg/dL
LDL-Cholesterol 103 <100 Optimal* mg/dL
Chol/HDL Ratio 4.0 <5.0 RATIO
Hemoglobin A1c 5.9 %
Estimated Average Glucose 123 mg/dl
White Blood Count 9.3 3.8-10.8 x10(9)/L
Red Blood Cell Count 4.40 3.60-5.40 x10(12)/L
Hemoglobin 13.1 12.0-16.0 gm/dL
Hematocrit 38.6 36.0-48.0 %
MCV 87.8 82.0-101.0 fL
MCH 29.7 26.0-34.0 pg
MCHC 33.8 32.0-36.0 gm/dL
Neutrophil 59 40-80 %
Band NORM 0-6 %
Lymphocyte 33 12-44 %
Monocyte 4 0-12 %
Eosinophil 3 0-7 %
Basophil 1 0-2 %
Platelet Count 383 140-440 x10(9)/L
RBC Morphology NORM
Abs Neutrophils 5.47 1.80-7.70 x10(9)/L
RDW 13.1 <14.5 %

I know its alot but i dont know what matters hehehe oh yeah and that is not all im still waiting on some.

Most of it isn't the interesting stuff. Most of its just a basic CBC and looks pretty normal. What part of your cycle were these drawn during?

Progesterone and Estradiol seem to suggest that you were either at the beginning of your cycle or the very end... You shouldn't have been anywhere near ovulation. Sound about right?

This is brilliant really does make you see your not the only one.

I had a stillbirth in April 2011, waiting to get a BFP though. xx

I'm so sorry, honey! I'll get you added!

Megg you are gonna have to get busy again I am afraid... I need another Angel.

My baby's heart had stopped beating.

I think I am going to leave you all now, though I will probably sneak in every now and then to see you all.

My Husband has told me as we looked at our 6th Angel that he cannot do this anymore and the pain is too much.

I am in for surgery tomorrow.

May you all catch the luck I never had xx

My heart literally just broke into a million little pieces... I don't know what to say... I'm just sick!

 

[bluesky]

So sorry Pad

 

[joey300187]

so sorry pad xxxx

 

[VGibs]

Pad - I wish I had a magic wand....I would erase all the hurt and make new life. Nothing seems right with the world lately...most of all this.

 

[honeybee28]

So sorry pad.xx

 

[svetayasofiya]

This is brilliant really does make you see your not the only one.

I had a stillbirth in April 2011, waiting to get a BFP though. xx

I can't even imagine the pain you must be going through. I am so very sorry for your loss.

Megg you are gonna have to get busy again I am afraid... I need another Angel.

My baby's heart had stopped beating.

I think I am going to leave you all now, though I will probably sneak in every now and then to see you all.

My Husband has told me as we looked at our 6th Angel that he cannot do this anymore and the pain is too much.

I am in for surgery tomorrow.

May you all catch the luck I never had xx

Awww pad Why why why why why??????? Life is so unfair. I am soo very sorry for you and your husband hon. I really truly hope one day your dream will come true. xoxoxox

 

[gueyilla1985]

Im so sorry Pad no word can express that... hugs!!!

 

[gueyilla1985]

Congrats for the updating megg!!!

well i got some of my bloodwork back but i dont know what it means... err here goes
LOL.... h yeah i fasted for 12+ hours before i did it..
Progesterone 0.7 ng/mL
Estradiol 40 pg/mL
Cholesterol 168 Desirable: <200 mg/dL
Triglycerides 114 <150 mg/dL
HDL-Cholesterol 42 >=40 mg/dL
LDL-Cholesterol 103 <100 Optimal* mg/dL
Chol/HDL Ratio 4.0 <5.0 RATIO
Hemoglobin A1c 5.9 %
Estimated Average Glucose 123 mg/dl
White Blood Count 9.3 3.8-10.8 x10(9)/L
Red Blood Cell Count 4.40 3.60-5.40 x10(12)/L
Hemoglobin 13.1 12.0-16.0 gm/dL
Hematocrit 38.6 36.0-48.0 %
MCV 87.8 82.0-101.0 fL
MCH 29.7 26.0-34.0 pg
MCHC 33.8 32.0-36.0 gm/dL
Neutrophil 59 40-80 %
Band NORM 0-6 %
Lymphocyte 33 12-44 %
Monocyte 4 0-12 %
Eosinophil 3 0-7 %
Basophil 1 0-2 %
Platelet Count 383 140-440 x10(9)/L
RBC Morphology NORM
Abs Neutrophils 5.47 1.80-7.70 x10(9)/L
RDW 13.1 <14.5 %

I know its alot but i dont know what matters hehehe oh yeah and that is not all im still waiting on some.

Most of it isn't the interesting stuff. Most of its just a basic CBC and looks pretty normal. What part of your cycle were these drawn during?

Progesterone and Estradiol seem to suggest that you were either at the beginning of your cycle or the very end... You shouldn't have been anywhere near ovulation. Sound about right?

This is brilliant really does make you see your not the only one.

I had a stillbirth in April 2011, waiting to get a BFP though. xx

I'm so sorry, honey! I'll get you added!

Megg you are gonna have to get busy again I am afraid... I need another Angel.

My baby's heart had stopped beating.

I think I am going to leave you all now, though I will probably sneak in every now and then to see you all.

My Husband has told me as we looked at our 6th Angel that he cannot do this anymore and the pain is too much.

I am in for surgery tomorrow.

May you all catch the luck I never had xx

My heart literally just broke into a million little pieces... I don't know what to say... I'm just sick!

wow megg your good i was on cd4 when the blood was taken

 

[bbhopes]

Pad words can't even begin to express how sorry I am. We are all here for you

 

[CJSG1977]

 

[Megg33k]

Congrats for the updating megg!!!

well i got some of my bloodwork back but i dont know what it means... err here goes
LOL.... h yeah i fasted for 12+ hours before i did it..
Progesterone 0.7 ng/mL
Estradiol 40 pg/mL
Cholesterol 168 Desirable: <200 mg/dL
Triglycerides 114 <150 mg/dL
HDL-Cholesterol 42 >=40 mg/dL
LDL-Cholesterol 103 <100 Optimal* mg/dL
Chol/HDL Ratio 4.0 <5.0 RATIO
Hemoglobin A1c 5.9 %
Estimated Average Glucose 123 mg/dl
White Blood Count 9.3 3.8-10.8 x10(9)/L
Red Blood Cell Count 4.40 3.60-5.40 x10(12)/L
Hemoglobin 13.1 12.0-16.0 gm/dL
Hematocrit 38.6 36.0-48.0 %
MCV 87.8 82.0-101.0 fL
MCH 29.7 26.0-34.0 pg
MCHC 33.8 32.0-36.0 gm/dL
Neutrophil 59 40-80 %
Band NORM 0-6 %
Lymphocyte 33 12-44 %
Monocyte 4 0-12 %
Eosinophil 3 0-7 %
Basophil 1 0-2 %
Platelet Count 383 140-440 x10(9)/L
RBC Morphology NORM
Abs Neutrophils 5.47 1.80-7.70 x10(9)/L
RDW 13.1 <14.5 %

I know its alot but i dont know what matters hehehe oh yeah and that is not all im still waiting on some.

Most of it isn't the interesting stuff. Most of its just a basic CBC and looks pretty normal. What part of your cycle were these drawn during?

Progesterone and Estradiol seem to suggest that you were either at the beginning of your cycle or the very end... You shouldn't have been anywhere near ovulation. Sound about right?

This is brilliant really does make you see your not the only one.

I had a stillbirth in April 2011, waiting to get a BFP though. xx

I'm so sorry, honey! I'll get you added!

Megg you are gonna have to get busy again I am afraid... I need another Angel.

My baby's heart had stopped beating.

I think I am going to leave you all now, though I will probably sneak in every now and then to see you all.

My Husband has told me as we looked at our 6th Angel that he cannot do this anymore and the pain is too much.

I am in for surgery tomorrow.

May you all catch the luck I never had xx

My heart literally just broke into a million little pieces... I don't know what to say... I'm just sick!

wow megg your good i was on cd4 when the blood was taken

Thanks! LOL Those #'s look fine for CD4. Good deal! Just keep posting results when you get them and I'll tell you what they mean! I'm not a doctor, but I play one on the internet!

 

[gueyilla1985]

wow megg your good i was on cd4 when the blood was taken

Thanks! LOL Those #'s look fine for CD4. Good deal! Just keep posting results when you get them and I'll tell you what they mean! I'm not a doctor, but I play one on the internet!

you are good lol well i got my Fsh, lh and prolactin test here goes

FSH 7.3 mIU/mL
LH 8.9 mIU/mL
PROLACTIN 2.8 ng/mL