TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Oasis717]

Can't wait for you to test xxxxx I've been up on and off a few hours now which is normal for me now, I've forgotten what it's like to sleep without waking but I guess it's good practice for when Brooklyn's here. I watched one born every minute USA last night, maybe I will ask for an epidural lol xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

I'm always up early as oh wakes every morning at 6 ! I try stay in bed but its so hard with him clattering around the house !! I LOVE one born every min , think it is my favourite tv show . I love the stories behind the people and the humour in it . I almost always shed a tear lol...

 

[josie1234]

I always get up early. DH came home yesterday, so nice to have him back. Don't watch One Born Every Minute, I would be an emotional wreck lol.

I know, I hate this waiting, so impatient.

 

[Oasis717]

I cry every time a baby's born lol, must be hormones, but seeing the pain, you forget just how bad it is! Because I had such a horrific experience with Casey's birth I'm really frightened especially as the mw that put him at risk still works at the hospital. Xxx

 

[dancareoi]

Hi all,

Number 1 I had epidural and they let it wear off during pushing it was topped back up when I went to theatre for a ventouse

Number 2 was a section

Number 3 was gas and air, I wanted epidural but they kept telling me I didn't need it and I was doing well, gas & air doesn't mask the pain does it?

I like one born as well, always makes my eyes water!

 

[Oasis717]

Gas and airs ok for early stages but does nothing later on. Casey was emergency forceps as he was severely distressed thanks to the mw that ignored me telling her something was wrong and made ne push for hours, took my gas and air away as apparently I wasn't pushing properly, if course I was, but he was the wrong way round and stuck fast, they told me after I'd never have been able to push him out. The mw only called a doc when Casey was showing real signs of distress, the doctor was angry with her and shouted at her, thank god he was born ok. She still works there xxx

 

[Creative]

I'm very lucky. my three just popped out with gas and air. Hope this one is the same.

 

[Creative]

I was sitting in my work room on the computer this morning and I heard some scritching sound. Lifted the curatin around my shelves and found a neat little pile of mouse droppings. Well talk about freak out. I got my eldest and togather we took everything off the shelves and outside. Didn't see a mouse, but found some chewed fabric. I have since washed and cleaned and thrown away everything on the shleves and it's now all back in place with some mouse traps. I am waiting now to hear a nice snap sound and then someone else will have to dispose of it.
I'm actually quite pleased as I really needed a sort out. I gave floor to ceiling shelves all around my workroom and because I am a jack of all trades I have so much stuff I need.
https://3.bp.blogspot.com/-YlH5rj9rQzE/ToQ7220wU3I/AAAAAAAADAM/Wc7UD98RpcM/s320/room+002.JPG
https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-t984I_QQrIQ/ToQ766M1MqI/AAAAAAAADAQ/RyTYN-WuptA/s320/room+003.JPG

 

[Oasis717]

I've been thinking, we haven't heard from Fiona for awhile, hope she's okxxxx

 

[josie1234]

Fiona are you ok? Xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Your right ? Fiona we miss you and hope all is ok ?

 

[bash73]

So I'm back from my doc's visit. So the nurse told me the wrong numbers yesterday. Still not up to what the doc wants but were up to 2728...I'm not doing any cartwheels. Before I new the true number and walked with him back to his office, I was telling him how I really don't have anymore symptoms, no boob pain, not as bloated, easier to workout today, etc. So he tells me the real number. More blood drawn today. I told hime that I feel like I'm going to get my period anyday (banking on tomorrow). It's up to God now. He did advise that if I do start to bleed and this doesn't stick I will need a D&C. Not what I wanted to hear but ok. I asked what the deal was w/my ultrasound. Remember the sac was irregular and not in the right spot. So the sac is round but it's jagged and is off a little to the side. I made sure to ask that if I do start to bleed if before the D&C I could have an ultrasound and without hesitation he did say yes. I've calmed down only because I think I set myself up now for the worst. He says we will know either way within the next 2 weeks what's going on, but I feel like I've heard that story before too. The other thing was that my blood pressure was a nice normal today, but then again, I was probably the calmest I've been since this all started. Anywho, ladies enjoy the rest of the weekend. I'm going to play softball in 90 degree weather, why cuz it will keep me occupied and not googling what I just wrote...LOL. I'll know my lab results I believe Monday unless I get a call out of the blue from my doc since he's on call this weekend.

 

[garfie]

Hi Ladies

Sorry didn't mean to worry you all - I've been away for a few days in Spain it was quite a nice relaxing break although the weather could have been better

I hope me and munchkin are okay - I have another scan tomorrow and will hopefully see a heartbeat and then I have my early scan on Wednesday at Sheffield recurrent m/c centre - at least this time I feel like they are keeping a real close eye on me

My scan is at 11.00 am tomorrow I was asked when I was away if I was having a boy/girl I didn't have the heart to say it's just bloat

I will try and catch up properly soon - got a mountain of washing and sorting - you know what it's like ladies



X

 

[Oasis717]

So glad you're ok Fi I can now remember you said you were going away lol xxxx I've got the rest of my 20 week scan tomorrow at 10 so looks like that's both of us loads luck for tomorrow, let us know after. Xxxx
Dawn I'm so sorry you are going through this, I really hope you get the answers you need v soon. Lots luv xxxx

 

[Left wonderin]

Fi delighted all is ok hope you enjoyed the break ! Good luck for tommrow , I'm sure beanie is snuggling in

Dawn that is an awful situation to be left in , not knowing is awful . Loads of hugs to you xxxxxx

 

[josie1234]

Hi ladies

Fi - glad you had a nice break away. Hope your scan goes ok hun xx

Dawn - my heart/prayers go out to you. It is awful having to wait and always worrying. I am thinking of you hun and hope that numbers start going up and symptoms return. FX xxxx

Regina - nice temp rise hun.

Becks - good luck with the scan, looking forward to seeing the pic.

How is everyone else today, hope you've all had a nice weekend.

AFM - CD 28 (last month AF arrived by now) and DPO 8. Not too confident on the temps and feel a bit crampy but trying to stay positive (((PMA PMA PMA))).

 

[garfie]

Hi Ladies

Dawn - Hope you get some answers soon - the not knowing is the worse

Becks - Good luck at your scan today hun

Regina/Josie - PMA PMA all the way ladies

AFM - I'm so pleased I left 2 hours early for my scan as the bus broke down I had to go on my own as hubby has to have the factory cleared out by end of play today so they can begin the repairs from the fire

Anyway so back to the scan he did an abdo one and said we can see the sac but that's all I was shaking and feeling sick he told me to empty and guess what the scan was magical - I am measuring 6w so very early crl is 5.1mm and guess what I saw the heart beat I couldn't believe it so sad hubby missed it but as you know we have another scan on Wednesday at a different hospital so he will get to see it then - I also have a pic obviously it's not very clear but who cares I saw a heartbeat



X

 

[Creative]

That is utterly wonderful news. It's a very magic moment.

 

[josie1234]

So glad the scan went ok, so exciting. And not to long to wait before DH gets to see/hear. xxxxxxx

 

[bash73]

Update...so my numbers are dropping. Once I start to bleed, I will go in for a d&c and this will be behind me and then I can move on. Ladies, thanks for all of your support. I hope to be back on here sooner than later with good news.