TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[dancareoi]

Jan, I say exactly the same about my youngest DS. I lost one in July 09 then be was born May 10. I always say if I hadn't lost that little one, this beautiful little boy we have with us today would not have been here. Yes we would have a child but not this wonderful little boy we know and love, he would not have been given the gift of life.

He truly is a rainbow.

Time is a great healer, we will never forget but we learn to live with it.

I have 3 little momentos on a shelf in the lounge, one for each little one. A willow tree ornament called forget me not, a tiny little teddy bear and a small framed poem called 'an angel never dies' I also have a basket of silk flowers underneath.

Gone but never forgotten.

Anyway, time to move on, all ready now for Butlins, need a whole suitcase just for all my medication!

 

[dancareoi]

I hope I can feel that way too someday xxxx

You will xx

 

[bash73]

Here's the latest...I really have nothing new to share
Ultrasound showed possibly a tiny sac if it was that but wasn't in the endometrium or maybe it was a bad angle he said.
He's not happy with my numbers not rising as fast as they should hence had a blood test today (results tomorrow morning) and lucky me I get more blood taken Saturday and see the doc again. So he says it could be fine and normal but I can tell he's leaning towards this not being viable. So frustrating.

 

[Oasis717]

Thank you Lisa, I know i'll get there one day, that's a lovely idea you have to always remind you xxxx
Dawn I'm so sorry you haven't got more conclusive answers, it's so hard to be stuck in limbo I know, really hope you get some answers soon xxxxx

 

[dancareoi]

Dawn the waiting is horrible, lets hope you get some difinitive answers soon xx

 

[Creative]

Dawn it 's such a horrid place you are in right now. Miracles do happen and I pray that they will for you.

 

[crazymam]

Dawn hope you get your answers soon xxx

 

[bash73]

I don't know if I'm preparing myself mentally for the worst (which annoys me because I should be thinking positive thoughts) but, I have zero symptoms. The boob sensitivity is gone. I wouldn't be surprised if my numbers went down when I call later. I will be in shock if they went up.

 

[josie1234]

Hope you are wrong Dawn. Will be thinking of you hun. Good luck xxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Yes hoping they rise Dawn, we're all thinking of you xxx

 

[Kat S]

Oh, Bash...I'm praying for you!! You don't need to go through this again!!

 

[bash73]

Oh, Bash...I'm praying for you!! You don't need to go through this again!!

that's pretty much where i'm at, i just want to know one way or the other...

 

[bash73]

my number only went from 1906 to 2278.....i see the doc tomorrow, now i wish it would start to come down and i'd get my period...i just feel like a bloated blimp

 

[Kat S]

my number only went from 1906 to 2278.....i see the doc tomorrow, now i wish it would start to come down and i'd get my period...i just feel like a bloated blimp

Sweetie...Oh, I am so sorry

 

[bash73]

on the flip side, had a great workout burned 400 calories, it was rough though...felt dizzy at time getting up and down but am pleased with it overall...it's almost 90 degrees in NY today feels like an August day. I'll post tomorrow after the doctor visit. I'm pretty sure I know what he's going to say.

 

[Left wonderin]

Dawn , I'm sorry your having such a hard time and with no answers its hard to deal with the outcome either way . I hope tommrow brings some clarity for you xxxxx

Ladies in the wait for BFP ....... They are getting closer every day your a step closer
I'm still feeling hopeful and positive for this month for all of us Jo FF is playing with my head too ..... First I was 3 DPO , then changed her mind to 5 DPO , then back to her first idea !! Now saying I'm 7 DPO ..... I disagree lol.... Think I'm 5 or 4 ..... I was right last time !! If she is right my chart is looking different from other months as for the last 3 I had a dip on 5-7 DPO ... This month no dip !! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
I'm now starting into BOOBIE watch lol..... I'm looking for BSB

Tommrow I have to do loads and loads of housework ......... But then my sister is coming over and I might sit in the garden ( weather depending ) and have a beer or two ..... I know bold but necessary

Over all this month I think I'm kicking Tww butt !!!!!!!!

 

[josie1234]

Dawn - hope you get some answers hun. There's nothing worse than not knowing.

Regina - you are right every day is closer. Going bloody slow though lol. Think I am 5 dpo. It is confusing when FF keeps changing your ov date. I am not convinced that my cycle will be 34 days like FF says it will. Last month was only 28 days. Oh well, see what happens. Hope the weather stays nice so you can relax in the garden.

Hope everyone else is ok today and have a nice weekend.

 

[Oasis717]

Ff is not always right I think! The tww is always slow hoping you ladies will be able to test soon, when is everyone testing this cycle? Xxxxx

 

[josie1234]

I am 6 dpo, apparantely, so gonna wait til 10 dpo at the earliest to test. That will take me to CD 30.

Hope I can wait that long!! How is everyone today?

 

[Left wonderin]

Well I've now been changed from 8dpo to 5 DPO with solid cross hairs so I'm offically 5dpo today