TTC after loss - over 40 - any takers? Our lucky thread - 9 rainbows and 1 BFP

[Left wonderin]

Keep us posted Jo !

 

[josie1234]

Can't get appointment until tomorrow morning but will let you. Had a terrible headache all day.

How is everyone today xx

 

[Oasis717]

Jo I hope you're OK, I really hope the doc can help, its awful you have to feel like this so long, sending you loads luck. Just gotta get past today Regina but even then I'm in a massive denial about being pregnant, I'm scared to believe in case it all gets taken away so I'm in a massive denial! Dunno how to change it, I'm scared xxxx

 

[tillyttc]

It's not easy oasis but you will be ok just one day at a time ! Look after yourself and that LO will be your little miracle wishing you so much look and praying for your super sticky one . Xxx

 

[Serenjay]

Great line. Becks.

T - great news. The stabbing was in the house opposite. House got raided and guy arrested for attempted murder. Wish my OH lived at home and not away. My sister and her hubby have split up he said he didn't love her anymore. But update. ...They have been talking and he said he still loves her and misses her but she said she doesn't know what she wants. Think they will need to really make the effort if they want to sort it out. She said she wants time on her own.

I have left Realfit, the gym I was working at. Told them tonight and it was my last classes there. It was getting too much and more and more things were being added on and I just wasn't enjoying it. I was getting really stressed out. I think it's cos I also had other stuff on too. I have to finish the 6 sessions pt but that's it. Feel relief but sad to say bye to the customers and I got a few hugs. Don't think my hormones are helping either . Will ring doctors tomorrow.

Oh heck!!! So glad you're ok and they remove that person and people for good and nice people move in.. and so sad for your sister I hope they get something sorted so they are both happy. xx

Oh and Jo good decision about quitting if it wasn't making you happy . Life is too short !

I agree Regina x

Jo I hope you're OK, I really hope the doc can help, its awful you have to feel like this so long, sending you loads luck. Just gotta get past today Regina but even then I'm in a massive denial about being pregnant, I'm scared to believe in case it all gets taken away so I'm in a massive denial! Dunno how to change it, I'm scared xxxx

I too am totally denying the whole pregnancy thing, I have no symptoms apart from tender boobs a bit more sore now and again but nothing major and tiredness but I am working long hours and I am under so much stress and crying as I hate my bosses and the pressure they put on me...

I am still going by 1 wee at a time.. xx

 

[Oasis717]

Tilly thanks so much, I'm trying to be positive but I'm finding being in denial easier but prob not healthier. Xxxx
T same sore boobs that's it, had a few tears today, dh is being amazing, I just don't want to let him down again, I know he doesn't think like that in any way. Anyway tonights tests at least they seem OK ATM xxxxxx

 

[Serenjay]

Becks that line is amazing!!! woo hoo!!!

Im not testing... I have tests left, 1 CB 1digital 1 superdrug.. but I can't bring myself to... not even tempted... I take my hat off to you..

Now it's gone this dark will you stop now? mine was about that colour when I stopped. How many weeks/days are you? im approx 4 weeks 4 days... I ov on CD 12 apparently.. and im 33DPO


xxx

 

[tillyttc]

Omg oasis you are up the duff lol super duper lines just getting stronger and stronger. Xxxx

 

[Oasis717]

Lol Tilly that proper made me giggle!!! Thank you xxxxxxx
T thank you, I'm 4 weeks and 4 days today too I'm CD 33! How mad is that, I think I o on CD 15 but again I can't be sure cause no temping, I've got 2 Superdrug tests left then dh wanted me to do a digi Sunday but I'm a bit wary of the weeks indicator. I know the lines much stronger tonight I wish I could let myself believe this is mad I feel like I'm talking about someone else, I know I'm trying to protect myself, maybe if I get good results from a blood test? Xxxx

 

[Serenjay]

They wont test my blood... only thing I am getting is a Scan on 9th Feb

How mad is that.. we were both due Christmas Day the last time we were pregnant at the same time!!!

Way too Freaky LOL xxx

 

[Oasis717]

That is well freaky we are both due the same again! Brooklyn was due on the 6th Oct, this lo will be due 4th Oct, my AF before him was 3rd Jan, this one was 28th Dec, I had two losses before Brooklyn and I've had two losses before this one too xxxx

 

[Serenjay]

As you can see from my chart I was the same as you date wise.. and as for the previous with Brooklyn thats another freaky bit lol.

Fingers crossed for us xx

 

[tillyttc]

Can't wait for Sunday hehe . Xxx

 

[Serenjay]

OMG my brain is not working.. im CD33 and 21DPO today hahahah I think I wrote 33DPO lmao!!!!! so funny.. my brain cells are dissolving!! xx

 

[Serenjay]

Oh I meant to say...

I always feel my left ovary sting and pop.... this time it was my right side.. I cant remember in the last few years when I have felt my right side pop.. x

 

[Oasis717]

I dunno Tilly lol I can and can't all at the same time! Xx
T I'm the same been doing daft things! Xxx

 

[tillyttc]

I can relate to that oasis with Anna I didn't dare imagine what cud be just imagined if it all went wrong everyday was a mile stone with major mile stones every now and again was so hard to enjoy but I did get there and so will you ! How does hubby feel bet he's over the chuffin moon . Cxx

 

[Oasis717]

He's scared too! Same as me really over the moon but worried all in one, it was so hard for him to watch me go through 4 losses, I think he believes more than me though hopefully I will get there bit by bit! Xxxx

 

[Serenjay]

I fell in love with a perfume 2 weeks ago...

Someone came into work and smelt gorgeous so I asked them what it was and they said Jimmy Choo "Stars" ..

Well I shot off to Boots to get some and to my utter shock I found out it was a limited edition and they had sold out... >>Cried at this point<<

So I went online to Amazon and found a 100ml bottle.. (Pricey but needed this perfume)

It arrived 3 days ago and I wore it straight away... How happy did I feel >>Smiles<<

3 days later... having just got out of the bath I thought I would just put 1 puff into the air and as I smelt the cap I GAGGED!!!!

OMG!! I just GAGGED at my sought after adorable perfume!! What if I never like it again?? >>Fills up<<

 

[Left wonderin]

Sorry can't hold it in any longer NOT with a line like THAT ...... Here goes .........
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP
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To my bnb friends Becks and T you guys DID it !!!!