Trying to stay positive.
I just joined this site because I saw how women are all supporting each other while helping one another TTC. I was inspired to tell my story because I find myself looking for motivation as well as trying to stay faithful, hopeful and positive, but I have never come across my particular situation.
My cycle as been irregular since my first and only depot shot, at the age 19, after I declared never to take BC again due to the weight gain and the disappearance of my AF completely, I personally didn't like what it did to me. I was 160 before depo and 200 after . After 1/12 I'd say my cycle came back irregular, every 3-6 months for about 3 years. After that it disappeared completely, I've taken depo provera (Medroxyprogesterone) for four months, I had AF every four months but when I stopped no sign of AF. My husband and I have been married a year now and we want to start a family. I have been TTC for six months now no luck. I was still trying even though I haven't had AF, b/c I read I may still be ovulating. I tried to keep records of my BBT, but that was a fail. It was everywhere, each day same time and it was always something different. Now I'm trying to lose weight in hopes that it would help, but it's really hard. I was told that PCOS runs in my family though I have never been diagnosed with it (THANK GOD

) I have read that pregnancy is still possible though, and my heart goes out to those who do have that issue, I just don't think I can handle that kind of news right now, though it would better clarify my absent AF and many other questions... But I just have been in a funk trying to keep myself and my husband positive with scripture and prayer, (I'm Christian) and Dispite faithfully praying and hoping I do get a little down so that's why I'm here to hear your stories and motivation I guess. Oh I Still going to my obgyn daily to figure out the next step, but these test are adding up, so we took a break and hopefully we will have the money to move to the next step, I guess if everything checks out, we will be back on our TTC journey. Well dispite the absence of my AF I haven't stopped trying. TMI TIME: I kinda always have lotion like CM, though I'm not clear on what that means but it seems to always be the only CM I have, not smelly or itchy just there. If anyone have a story similar to mine and have had a baby I would love to hear from you, or just an opion on my situation would be welcome.

Thank you in advance and God bless you for reading my story.