Everyone seems to be down today. That's too bad. I wish I could give everyone some hugs.
My first loss was due in Jan.. My second in May.. sad times...
Cupcake, I don't know about SA's much but IUIs aren't too bad I heard. I looked into IUIs pretty deeply and it isn't nowhere near as expensive as some of the other procedures. Do you stay on Clomid while you do IUIs?
Brandy, I think you and your hubby should discuss the job issue. I have to say that I am very poor. More so than many people. I have never had a problem with the knowledge that I don't have a 401. I don't own a house. I don't even own a car anymore since I sold mine to my brother before we moved out west. My hubby pays two times more in child support than we have left over every two weeks; we are truly at the bottom of the barrel. I know it's important to have a nest egg to some people, but your children will not care how much money you have, (until they get 16 or so.. ) ha ha ha.. Then the memories you have of the years you got to give to them will cover over any hardship you might feel as you age. You can always move in with them. If you truly love your job, I think you should take the 6 months and then decide afterward so as not to regret making a decision too soon.
Faith, I am excited about your temp!!! I don't know much about temping cause I never wake up at the same time everyday to take mine... I tried a few times last year but I failed miserably.
Brandi, Your lengths are AWESOME!!!!! I didn't find what mine were since I knew it would just be one more thing for me to stress over. I am such a worry-wort!
Well, time to get down to the nitty-gritty...
I went to the doctor today. They sent me to have lab work done before they would see me. They then made me wait in the waiting area for over an hour until the results come back. She calls me back, weighs me (128) blood pressures me (not sure what it was) Tells me my numbers are 15 and stresses that they have more than doubled since Friday and everything is looking great since my number was not even 1 on Friday. The doctor comes in, some young girl, does an ultrasound and won't see a darn thing... I then explain to her that I want a progesterone test and a thyroid test: she tells me straight out that I will have to lose this baby before they can send me to the fertility clinic cause the fertility clinic will probably not see me even with a referral because I am pregnant. She also tells me straight out that she cannot help me with a progesterone test or a thyroid test and I will have to wait it out.
I prayed as I drove home. I want to have a baby, I really do, but I want my husband and my faith more. I dislike being so broken.. I hate feeling incompetent; like I will always fail. My number is 15.... that is such a low number. I am not sure if there is a possibility of it growing and catching on.. I hope it does. I pray it does.. I will have to wait like the doctor said.
I am to go back on Friday and Sunday for more blood draws.. I am not entirely sure I will go. I am taking vitamins, aspirin, and progesterone cream.. My number is 15...lmbo... have you ever heard such a low number....
It's kind of embarrassing having to admit to such a low number.
I hope I get to keep my little nasty... My hubby said that he feels good about this one.. I hope he is right. If he isn't I will try again and again... Figure we might get lucky one day if God is willing, if He isn't then I will keep asking until I wear Him down..
If anyone likes music you should look up a song I heard today. It made me feel GREAT!! It's called 'Overcomer' by Mandisa..
I hope everyone has a great Thursday! I am trying to be patient and wait. I hope all of you are finding patience in your days too. I struggle with that a lot!
God bless!