cupcakestoy
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Good luck girls! Good count flutter! I'm starting femara today. Ready for all of us to get out thb!!!
Angie~I'm not sure what I'm feeling; excited, nervous, dreading it? I don't really know how to describe it lol I'm hopeful because I know we got a bfp on our 1st try, but now I'm scared that it may not work again, then I'm scared it will work but I'll M/C again...Probably doesn't make alot of sense....I'm just taking it a day at a time & trying to not dwell on it lol I just ask God to calm my anxiety & fears, take a deep breath & go about my day....Brandy, I was surprised at the clomid to be honest. I read so many scary tales about it that I was a little fearful of how it would make me emotionally. I am very glad to say that apart from a night sweat and a little restless sleep and ovary pain (that feels like my normal pain,) I have not suffered like most people say they do. I have a SERIOUS progesterone deficiency though, so I think that maybe it actually is good for my body. My levels are so low that they don't even measure up to an un-pregnant woman's standards. It was only 7 at 5 weeks pregnant. This medicine actually makes me feel good. I feel more happy and my mood is more even. I am not being monitored but I don't feel any different as far as ovulation is concerned. I do feel that my left ovary is the dominant one this month though which made me pretty happy since at least it gives me a better shot, (as long as my tubes aren't blocked from all the losses.)(un-ending worry about that) I am pretty happy with the results this month even if I don't end up pregnant. I will just have to pray that the side effects are the same if I have to take it again cause I read that it's normally not the same every month. If I don't conceive this month I will be asking for another hsg and will state worry over blocked tube since my loss in December as a reason for having it. Since I only got one tube, I need to be good to it.
and your baby girls are BRILLIANT! I am jealous of your motherhood.
Fluter, I think you have a GREAT chance of having a good IUI.. Sounded like you had good follicles and ttc gives us more worry and doubt that should be allowed for sure. When do you get to test? I am waiting for my o to come around.
Cupcake, glad you found a little hope. I know I look for that elusive feeling quite often lately as this is the anniversary month of my start of ttc. 2 years down and the rest of my fertile years to go. ha ha.. I bet you can't wait for your next IUI.. I sometimes wish I was being monitored so as I could tell when I was going to o for sure. Catching that little egg by peeing on opks is so stressful.