Hello Ladies
I'm not around often enough! I will be trying harder to make the time, it just seems like the right place to be!
A little update with me, since my loss in August (almost one year!!)
... we have been NTNP. I really want to make my family complete, but I know all of you ladies know exactly where I am coming from. I went to see my doctor today and told her I am ready! I want this to happen.
For all of you that don't know my story... I am since divorced since my reversal. I have met an amazing man and it will be two years this June. I love him!!! The most amazing man I have ever met
. I have had 3 losses with my ex husband and one loss with the current relationship. I just could not go through this, so hard, emotionally draining. My OH and I have been seriously discussing of "really" trying our best to have our miracle baby.
I had an appointment today and she wants to do another HSG. I had one done a little over two years ago and the results were blocked, but I have had 4 pregnancies since that and only one time I had a heart beat
... so my doctor took it as okay, well you can get pregnant, there is an opening there somewhere! I have to call her on the first day of my next period (which is the 19th of this month) to have the procedure booked. I also have to get blood work done on day 3 and 21 of my cycle, along with some other things she requested for blood work. She said she will discuss IUI once the results are in from the HSG.OH also has to provide a semen sample (he two children under the age of 6)...I think he is fine? I know the problem is with me.
I truly admire all of you ladies. I have been told on many occasions that I am a strong woman, but I feel like a failure when it comes to being able to carry a baby
. I can see how you ladies feed from each other. The support here is amazing!
So, this is were I am to with my journey. I am actually crying as I type... It's a tough ride but yet we are all here and stay here and are determined! When you want something so bad.
I know we are not pregnant this cycle, our timing was off when it came to DTD. OH has been my back bone though all of this!
I will keep you ladies posted!