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Galvan I feel like a fat crybaby. My stupid blood draw is tomorrow and I am scared to death. I feel like I will be devastated if it comes back badly and I am scared to be hopeful for fear it will hurt more. I really am just glad it is finally here and I can get it over. With my husband gone I will have to deal with the outcome myself. He will be unreachable for the next 7 days, plus since the heat is so bad his phone is getting messed up so that it is slow responding. I hope when he locks it up tomorrow it fixes itself cause we gave 300$ for that phone and that was with a new contract.
I still feel pregnant. I pray everything is high tomorrow so I can be content and I will be if I just make it past this week cause this is my 'never made it past point.' I will be asking for an ultrasound next Thursday or Friday if everything is good. I just want to keep this baby so bad. I am so sick and tired of failing at this. My lines are pretty dark. My chest is still sore. I have been getting nauseous in the mornings, I still have belly cramping, although not as constant as it was. I will let you ladies know tomorrow evening. I am going to go early in the morning.. Feel free to pray for me..
 
These are my tests. The digital was 13 or 14dpo. The others are 11, 16, 17 and the bottom is 18am. The others are pm tests. I have one more test to do tonight and then i am done with the insanity. If the 18pm test isn't better than the 17 then I am going to brace myself cause the 18am looks lighter than the 17pm to me. That's why I gotta quit peeing on stuff.
 
Those are some very beautiful lines, Angie. Praying this is your take home baby!

AFM, had my midwife appointment. Asher is head down again (better stay that way this time) but he's posterior, which explains the extreme back pain I'm feeling. I'm hoping he'll turn on his own into an anterior position, as all I can find on Dr. Google are horror stories of posterior births, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY want my home water birth.

Next appointment will mark the start of my weekly appointments. It's getting so close.
 
Angie those lines are amazing! They have great progression. You're golden girlie no sweat... I know it's much easier said than done.

If they were my lines would celebrate
 
I will hopefully be celebrating tomorrow.

Oh, and those girls look so beautiful! Are they really as sweet as they look in the photo?
 
Angie beautiful lines! Time to stop peeing on things & enjoy it day by day!! Congrats!
 
Angie I have known several women with that mentality. I just had to realize that right or wrong, they are entitled to their feelings just as I am mine. I don't wish loss on anyone, but for those that have not experienced it, they may not be able to wrap their heads around that devastation. I know where these women are at in their thought process, I have the same struggle. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to get pregnant just to turn around and lose it, but the desperation to see two lines is very real. When you NEVER see two lines, you feel hopeless. When your tubes are jacked up, there is no pill or injection that will fix that. like I said, it's not ok for them to be that way, but everyone's struggles are real. I wouldn't waste my time on people that can not have compassion for another person's struggles.

AFM: I called and spoke to Dr. Claudia at the IVF clinic in MX. I had all my questions answered. The plan is for me to fly down July 14 and the hubs to come down a week later for a few days. We still need $2k to feel covered on all expenses. We will have to come up with it some way because this is our only chance for awhile. I've left the 3rd message for the OH office but have yet to get a return call. It's annoying. I will email the doctor back just to let him know that his nursing staff has promised me a return call by the end of the day for nearly two weeks.
 
I wish I wasn't poor and I would give you the money. I sure hope you get it. I will start praying for you to find a way to get it somehow. I sometimes hate being poor. If you send me your address I will send you some money. It won't be a lot, but every little bit helps. Plus yard sales can help and asking each family member for 50 dollars so as they won't really know what you need it for, but you can feel easy cause it's not a lot of money to borrow. Better than getting a loan you have to pay back. If it would get me my baby I would ask the Pope.. If you still don't have enough maybe you can get a small loan or do like a payday loan place. I have used those before.. Sometimes your bank even lets you withdraw 500$ over the limit. I know you have to pay that back, but that's easier to do than miss your small window. Also, I don't know if it will be safe or not since I have never been to Mexico, but you can save money on a motel a night or two by sleeping at a rest area or packing your own food. Just suggestions. Bologna and bread never killed nobody for a night or two..
 
Fx for you that it all works out Fluter!

Angie they are very good babies. They seem like 4 x the work as one though just because there's always so much to do. I am sure as they grow it will get less physically demanding or I hope hah.

I'm frightened of the teething phase.
 
I would be frightened of that phase too since there are two of them. Hopefully they don't bite each others toes off.

Hope your boy turns around Brandi!!
 
fluterby429 said:
Angie I have known several women with that mentality. I just had to realize that right or wrong, they are entitled to their feelings just as I am mine. I don't wish loss on anyone, but for those that have not experienced it, they may not be able to wrap their heads around that devastation. I know where these women are at in their thought process, I have the same struggle. Don't get me wrong, I don't want to get pregnant just to turn around and lose it, but the desperation to see two lines is very real. When you NEVER see two lines, you feel hopeless. When your tubes are jacked up, there is no pill or injection that will fix that. like I said, it's not ok for them to be that way, but everyone's struggles are real. I wouldn't waste my time on people that can not have compassion for another person's struggles.

AFM: I called and spoke to Dr. Claudia at the IVF clinic in MX. I had all my questions answered. The plan is for me to fly down July 14 and the hubs to come down a week later for a few days. We still need $2k to feel covered on all expenses. We will have to come up with it some way because this is our only chance for awhile. I've left the 3rd message for the OH office but have yet to get a return call. It's annoying. I will email the doctor back just to let him know that his nursing staff has promised me a return call by the end of the day for nearly two weeks.
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Are you doing IVF in Matamoros?
 
Thank you Angie. You are too sweet. I hate being poor too lol. Now we maybe totally screwed because the majority of the $ we were going to have may not be here in our hands in time. Excuse my language but FML seriously nothin can ever go right it seems.
I won't have to stay in MX. I'll be staying in Brownsville, Tx. I just walk across the border and the clinic has a driver to pick me up. The place is only about 5min drive. I had my reversal in MX. I completely trust where I'm going and have leaned it's not all cut out your inners and get robbed or killed over there. Amazing doctors work there and have very respectful practices that people world wide come to. :)

Galvan, yes I'm going to Matamoros
 
As for extra money, it is really cheap here. Do you plan on staying in TX or in Matamoros?
 
I was going to stay in TX because I wasn't sure about staying in Matamoros alone most of the time. If you can recommend somewhere for me to stay that would be great. I'm going to just keep planning like I'm going for sure so that I'm not scrambling at the last minute. It will get figured out. This is what I tell myself. Lol we def will have to meet up! I thought you said you lived there before or close to it.
 
I will check some options out for you. I have an extra room, but it doesn't have A/C or a window to the outside. This is why it is an extra room. Lol It is really a storage room.
 
Hello Ladies! I'm back from our mini-vacation! Kids & I had a fabulous time, ate way too much & over spent as well :( But it was WAY worth it! I only saw like 2 preggo people all week! lol Really got to enjoy my 2 kiddos, they kept me laughing!!! I did miss my dh terribly each night, but usually fell asleep quickly, so it wasn't too rough :) I still have this stupid rash. Going to make an appt to get a steroid injection soon...Guess I'm putting it off, because I was looking forward to NOT going in there until July! Ugh...Anyways...Hope everyone is doing well & having a good week :)
 
Oh Cupcake I'm so glad you had a great mini vacation!!

I've gained about 5lbs this week...it's all water bloat as AF is due Sunday. That is at my normal 28 day cycle if it comes back normal which i am thinkin it will.
 
Angie, did you go for your draw this morning? Any results? Praying for high numbers for your sticky baby!
 
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