I was truly in shock and very thankful. I have been so grateful really from the whole way. I was blessed to get the job at Starbucks. Blessed to have that 75% off coupon as I was gonna throw it away when I had my first IVF as I didn't use Gonal-F. My husband has had so many forced overtime hours at work which made it to where we could pay the 1500 down for our 20% co-pay for the IVF. Then we have paid 500 on the cryo which is 1150.. Plus we have to have money for the room which comes from the hours I have been getting over.. I know that so many things can happen. I know that my tests did not look good last time and neither did my hubby's... I have just asked and asked God for this for so many years and I know that my faith will not allow me to doubt--- He will give me a bigger family. I have to keep telling myself that as that is what faith is to me.
Darn if I ain't nervous as I can be though. I know I am ready for the journey to get there..
I have my appt on Tuesday at 1pm. It will last a few hours.. I will get my calendar I guess, and the results to all the tests I took. The doctor there is very meticulous and explains everything with a dry-erase board.. In detail..
I get my meds on Wednesday. That part will bring it home to my husband for sure..
Brandi, when I joined this forum in 2011/2012 it was because I had read it all of the way through and so many of the women here just made me laugh and cry. I often wonder what happened to a lot of them and know that is the worst part of writing online. I am not much for short and sweet. I fail in the 'online etiquette'.. I am online cause I share things here that I wouldn't with people I might know, so I get to talk more than I actually do in real life.. Anyhow.. if you haven't read this forum, you should take some time.... It's an amazing story of love and hope, and anger.... Years and years of it..
Night ladies.. I will be back sometime this week!
Praying all is well with everyone!